About me
Lee Jin Sheng,Wilson
19th May 1989
Yuhua Primary School Commonwealth Secondary School Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Favourite
Swimming
Ice-skating
Purple
Any place where there is a friend
Dislikes
~rEaLiTy~
People wif SuPeRb attitude
Sotong
the feeling of being left out
Wish List
Jigsaw Puzzles
Peace
Hitting below 30secs for all my swimming strokes
Sunday, December 16, 2007
DonkEy years since I last posted something, the motivation to blog is like disappearing~Common Test and I have been staying up for most nights trying to study and to help others. Not really sure if I was helping but in any case I tried. For my very first paper I had surprisingly finished the revision real early and is actually rough revision with not much practice but still it felt weird and I am just not used to it anymore like I used to when I was much younger. So its like so dry that I didn't really bothered to try to study into much details. Well, in the end my results turn out quite fine..38/50.. not bad lars ~ whats more surprising is that I am top for my class? Hmmm..mayb i'm not.. but it seems to be the case. . . I didn't expect her to flash my answer for one of the questions also and i was like oh my gosh!!! Because I know that my handwriting totally messy !! Its pretty much messy always during exam unless i know it might be shown to others~ oh well~ wad3va~been playing fiesta also~ smth like maplestry an MMORPG ~ quite ok lars ~ unique thing about that game is that u can set up stores to not onli sell ur items but to also buy items u want and ppl come to ur shop to sell it for u so u don have to go hunting for ur items! Other than that is the cute characters and monsters and almost everything~ hahas~ music nice ..so soothing~maplestry...don realli feel like playing it anymore actually...its like been playing for months and perhaps years that I getting tired of it? Guess olivia pretty much feel the same~ I'm guessing! :P Rather.. actually starting to find games boring . . . pretty much boring unless you have friends playing along with you all the time~ swimming.. motivated a little yet sometimes not yet sometimes super motivated...its almost like stock market..sometimes i tink i am deceiving myself but it appears that its what you have to do so~ its just the way it is for theres no other ways~ you have to find crack in it... somehow someway... create a reaction to it and stick to it... ppl rmb u for that and always will~ its swirling~ swirling~ it gets breezy yet sometimes its as strong as a tornado~ or perhaps hurricane~ so confusing . . .so messed up . . . destroying everything in its way or rather gathering everything up and throwing it to one side making matters worst and to have the tedious process of clearing up the mess... then creating the same thing again and again and again and again . . .I'm slpy . . . I'm tired . . . I should start soon but how. . . or rather where to start from and keep it away from danger~ I'm lazy to think further... there I go again for short term happiness... no long term planning~ wads this? self destruct route? lazy? escaping? perhaps everything. . . Theres always hope. There always chances... its just a matter of whether You want it or not... whether u want to make it happen or not... sitting there and just thinking about it makes u go no where~ people cant read ur mind and they do not totally understand ur actions... guesses they might have made n perhaps they were right most of the time but do not take it for granted and think they will always get it right because sometimes they really just don get it... be direct be straightforward at times be initiative be more open... you can accomplish many things alone but you definitely can accomplish more doing with others. Accomplishing does not mean success all the time... it can also meant that u all had failed in what you are achieving but still u all had accomplished something... in other words learnt something.. always learning always accomplishing.... tats for life. . . why am i saying all these? I dno~ i am just randomizing around and typing in random. THeres no order no organisational structure no links to anything... its ultimate randomness~wads so random about random? if there is enuf of the random stuff it will turn out to be in a pattern and it will no longer be in random will it. So much for being random yet theres still pattern. ironic words are created so that there will be an extra english word to learn which is the word "ironic". now thats random again but u see a pattern too don ya? the pattern is that i'm juz randomising from the things i said and bringing it to another point of view when there is nothing much that i wan or can say~ seeeeee.....theres pattern si...and wassup with the word si! I dunch noe.. one day had the sudden urge to use it once again and then it became quite fun so use a little frequent but when i was about to stop using it ... i apparantly have influenced someone to use it too and by inter-influencing we have grown to use it as a habit already~ i tink~ hahas ~ everyone say that they don like to fall... but y..y still fall in love~ lols~ anyway whichever fall it is theres surely a time for care and concern to come into play where the pain becomes numb with warmth? aw man.. i am seriously crapping in this post. . . but what i see in crapping or laming around is that it holds a certain percentage of truth in what its being said... because that idea has got to come from somewhere and a possiblilty of it happening before it could actually be crapped out~ its juz that the percentile of it is so low that its called lame? but small things affect lotsa things~ they are potential dangers... what they need is the correct trigger to have a sudden outburst of growth for it to be something the person believe in but no longer considered as lame...things changes in a split second. You never know wads gonna happen pretty much most of the time even if you were to be doing the same things over and over again everyday unexpected things still happens because wad is around u are still changing! they wont stop changing because of u you they wont slow down because of you they are all just going at their own pacing... own time own target with a common goal which none knew but they just know that they have to do their parts~ ok! enuf of random stuffs.. I'm seriously tired and slpy. Blog anotherday~ hopefully tomorrow~
oh~ shuwen juz got suan-ed by me yesterday night!! hahas ~ guessed she had fun guessing who she was talking to on msn ~~~~ lols!!! :P
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 6:59 PM
