Monday, April 30, 2007
Crazy Day ~
Hoho! Woke up quite late today and tried to finish my e-learning work but in the end I didn't because I seriously cannot find the information I needed and in the end I e-mail the teacher but still no reply :(Spent time trying to finish my work but never seem to be able to finish them... went to school at 3pm to submit the interschool form which I forgot to bring the previous day. I had the urge to stop joining any competitions already ... anyway went to meet the teacher in charge of in-line for the competition and we were given task to do or rather theodore is given task to do. She wanted in-line and ice-skating hockey people to share their equipment because she thinks that they are the same and since we not using on the same day.Went Swimming training at SSA today and I was like super high and enjoying myself lars! Backstroke my most hated stroke and I was literally enjoying it catching up with the faster swimmers! When asked to go first I just refused and catch up with them again! Ok.. I know very bad but no choice wad... their training timing is supposed to be faster than me so I cannot go before them .. After training, we saw this guy wearing the red trunks... its farnie not because he is wearing red.. but more of what we saw... its like too big and there seems to be balloon... later saw him just sitting at the benches doing nothing... then change seat to another bench again and seems like he is airing/relaxing la! All along only wearing his red 'hot' trunks... then saw him walking back to the locker and we like huh? he came and sit at the benches and now he is leavin without even enterin the pool!? Yong Zhi's Father drove us to westmall with his Cool small red jeep! I was sitting at the seat with the lowest ceiling and had to bend all the way... Had Family Feast at KFC and also with auntie nancy family~ Had fun eating and talking and ty for the treat!Rushed home and started calling all the year 1 inline people... then forums, blog, msn, school work...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:42 PM
Competitions and Events
SundayMorning went for Bukit Batok intra-con swimming meets and warm up session as usual collecting of rubber bands in exchange for towel. First time I did not breathe for 50m for sprinting freestyle during competition and eventually did my personal best with a timing of 28.3s! but the next relay event, my lactic acids starts accumulating and kinda slowed me down a little but still managed to get a silver for it :) Even though I did my personal best, I still got 5th... 1st and 2nd is like 26s, 3rd is 27s and 4th is like 28.1 s? Oh well.. Had quite a long rest because there is no event for backstroke and butterfly for ages 16yrs above...
Rachael - mummy, cassie - jie, jerome - di... ok.. superb random and definitely not fixed... hahaz... Rachael .. Rachael... oh well... then had breaststroke which I did not expect to win anything but still i got a bronze with a timing of 39 which is very slow! 1st and 2nd is like 36s lars! If WeiPei had come I would have gotten 4th.... Once again rushed for the next breaststroke relay where I am the first swimmer! No strgth to swim right after my own individual event la... anyway tried my best and eventually managed to get bronze too!
Most of the medals are being swept by SSA QS! hahaz... End of session and as usual they threw fruits and we went in to collect them. Had fun with the kids and talks... I am enjoyin it... bath and went home getting my skating stuffs before meeting jialong, jerome and benjamin at burger king for lunch... they left home quite early because they still have studies ... while I stayed at westmall to walk around a little since its almost time I meet Olivia and its been a long long long time since I walk in a shopping mall...
Olivia was late.. pretty much again. Ok... maybe its not again... but sometimes... somehow bad points are always much more easier to point out than the good points... So reached CCK and saw Daniel leaving already. Managed to call him but still he left first because he is going to be late. Henry and Olivia thus followed me all the way to Yew Tee... K.. did a very bad move at the long downslope... and henry fell umpteen times! sry! Quite hard to coordinate both when they are so farrr apart ...
reached and mark attendance and they left for the campsite as i waited for the rest. Justin waited with me and we left at 3.30 but just when we were about to reach... Daniel had to call and say there is one more person! Oh great... walk all the way back under the hot sun to just fetch one person! Edwin.. hahaz..
Reached the parade square and onto our skates... I had to lead for formation 4! Luckily Eileen they all helped me and soon I was able to go smoothly without pausing...formation keep changing cos its relatively too fast. But fun fun fun fun! dinner provided but its fried rice and we actually wasted it ...
Dinner, we skated all the way to LOT 1... on the way helping the novice skaters... Adeline=.= Most dangerous novice and noisy one... fell and knocked her head while crossing road.. ouch but luckily nth serious happened... n ya.. i had to be so nice to help her carry her bag.. hahaz... Reached the place and we took out our skates...heard ilena they all say the way I did things was as if i am adeline's bf or smth mainly because I am helping her do this and that... then when they ask me get their bag also then they realise that I am just really that nice... Okie.. not that I am being used by people lars... I just find that the matters are of small matters and accomplishing them arent that difficult nor hard and it makes them happy so like that lor ....
Shared buddy meal at KFC with Daniel. Olivia starts to feel sick so ate something more plain. And so we eat and talk and sang. Left for home with ilena, jasper, xan, benjamin, olivia on the same mrt. How3va only olivia alighting same stop as me since she stays so near my house. We skated back home and I sent her to her block since we are on skates and just to make sure she reach her blk safely.. after which i skated home in the most comfortable pace I have ever felt in all my roller blading months... I still can't do my ice-skating back edges well! I keep leaning on the wrong side and my transfer of weight keeps getting to the wrong side! no balance! Ok... i have been practicing my ice stuff on roller whenever possible today but still hard to get my balance right... haiz ...
Inline skating forum has really gone super lively! ice-skating forum kinda dead for now but still it is holding the record for the most number of post! Smsed Peanut and Alexi :)
by the way .. few photos of interschool biathlon...
I can't believe that is me...
that doesn't look like the Kaijie in the past...
that is like alexi in action! hahaz..
Hope you all do not mind me putting up your pictures in my blog :P
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 1:44 AM
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Hectic Night...
Woke up quite late for my lesson but somehow still managed to reached on time. After so many months yet I still cannot get it guess I need more practice and I had planned to do it every morning but somehow it is not really work yet ... Shortest wake up call I ever gave today and its to Daniel~Late morning supposed to be doing my work but I find that I have not been watching tv for ages so decided to watch smallville and pokemon! Once again after watch tv... when I was about to start my work, I got distracted... by the things I dug out from my box... photos... letters... gifts... tears... diaries... MeMoRiEs... it had reinforced the points I used to discussed with Daniel and I guess I finally realised what is regrets and how blind I had been... Had the intention to salvage the situation and its almost possible but on second thought I think that it could have been better to just let it go and look ahead...Did some treasurer work for the inline thingy before starting on my work. Not long after I started, sister came saying she starting on maple again~ Yes was very tempted to play along also! But work work work! bUt again... in the end i went in but to help her to leech only so I was still doing my work :) at least I am not totally engrossed in games anymore :) All was peaceful until the time I was about to go for my life-saving lesson. Received tragic news and more work to be done... Received call from Auntie Nancy regarding Wei Pei dropping out tomorrow's competition and on msn a reminder from Jia Yi to call all the NDP people... WeiPei's news had totally dampen my mood and then to have to suddenly call so many people I think I got lost for the whole night. Instead of calling I smsed all the people because I was rushing for lesson and I even smsed during my lesson which caused Jasmine to think something might have happened to me. Lesson had thorough run through the theories and definitely I was being more attentive and clearfied most of my doubts. Had difficulties trying to take not who I had smsed for the whole time because I forgot to bring along a pen with me... Entered water like 6plus and Ping Rong having difficulties trying to find a partner for towing because all are guys and my sister did not come.. Guys did not volunteer to be her partner because some felt they were too heavy for her and other think its better for her to choose instead of us volunteering~Only did one group of people and so I did not do... was released 'early' because condrey had told her I had to go early I guess... Rushed to bath and then took taxi with con to the rink. Rush... rush... rush... ran up into rink and put on my skates onto the rink I skated but felt weird and re-tie again! Went on felt weird again but don care already~ Felt my heart beating a bit too fast and I tried to calm down but to no avail. Did some basics and was actually quite randomly and not seriously because I am still trying to calm down! Finally I had to stopped and talked to daniel and Olivia awhile so that I can catch my breath and find out how they had find it.Ouch~ approached by jonn asking if I am practicing or talking ... Back edges~ Did very badly! throughout her lesson I have not settle down at all actually and what I did was quite blindly also... Knew I must have done all very badly but she is just being encouraging.. had a feeling that I got the worst mark among the rest also.. Mo-hawk? Haven really done it that well and waltz jump more or less learnt through watching and listening with a few self attempts other than the guided stationary waltz jumps... tried it once and Con said good then the next week started doing like 5 with dan they all and now doing it in front of jonn... and had to learnt flip or half-flip? Don know and seriously speaking haven really gotten real clear pic of wad is inside edge or outside edge... and my hands always anyhow swing... Bad bad bad bad bad bad...rink closed at 8pm... still trying my flip.. somehow i just keep landing with the wrong leg when doing mo-hawk.. and I had to fall in the pool of water before I get out of the rink! Went for dinner at KFC and all along from 5pm I had been smsing the people involved in NDP about the next day meeting information... Didn't really rest ... I have been so serious throughout that Daniel and Olivia 'got scared'. Well... thats the way I am when I am really serious~ the seriously serious kind where its quite hard to get me to even smile...Received Angela call that she had sent mail a few hrs ago and supposed to meet at 3.30? Ahh~nvm..eventually just stick to 3pm :) So total I smsed about 50+ people and 40+ ppl replied =.= Took 66 home and while we were waitin for bus~ saw this small kid trying to drag his float with him and the thing is that we cannot see any adult or anyone within the radius of at least 3m of the little boy who seemed to be younger than 4years old... Saw his mother who was actually walking ahead pretty far away and watching his son walk and be independent... He was also the boy whom had caused Daniel to think that he might be seeing things.. Hahaz...While walking Olivia home, walked pass this cockroach infested area! Then someone called me... turning around I was wondering who he is and since he can call my name I just replied and talk to him... Seriously I do not know who he is! Oh great ... Then while walking home alone that time... more coackroaches were seen! Ok.. something is wrong with out neighbourhood.. That is wad I was thinking.... During all the time since I stepped out of my house, I have not felt at ease at all... Only have I reached home then did I finally begin to settle down and I realised that I am feeling better now because I have settled the NDP thingy and also because I had finally received sms from WeiPei... Had durian for fun... doing things for fun!Thank you Daniel I guess it did help eventually. Though not much was expressed at the point you said it and even if there was I was not really feeling it... but when I got settled down at home... I felt more and more happy... Seriously happy... emotion still changing rapidly though as different events are passing through my mind...but somehow I really had thought that you seldom talk to her...dno why also~ Oh my..I think I should really improve more on languages and vocabs.... bahz~ thats enough already for today ~ thats all :)
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:05 PM
Long post~
FridayAlright, intended not to blog at all in the first place but now that I am much better shall try to put down the details..Had breakfast with Daniel at canteen 1 and seems like this week never go to school with both Olivia and Daniel together at all~ Cost Accounting tutorial was actually very good. Tutor gave precise explanation and I understood everything even though I don't really like the module. She mentioned that her sons are called William, Winston and Wilson~ hahaz .. oh well~ Cost accounting is basically about cost. Accounting for the cost of manufactures, materials, labour etc for the product that we buy in the market. Or at least that is what I roughly studied so far.. ShuShan asked about swimming stuffs, her being in the deserted new pool, life-saving lesson, and costume.Went for BLaw lecture right after lesson and its law all about contract. I somehow got lost maybe because Jeremy was sometimes talking crap to me and had me to help him do survey~ Alot of copying to do also and in the end don't really understand much.Having lunch again at canteen one but with Daniel, Olivia and Yi Sheng. Wanted to look for tutors regarding the date for common test initially but eventually gave up the idea and eat chicken cutlet.As they left for the rink, I left for my last lecture of the day which is FIT. It is definitely a super dry module! I cannot really get any head or tail of it! Lecture slides that were printed are not the same as the one she is showing because its either she added new slides or had them jumbled up. Its so dry that everyone cannot take it anymore by about 45mins only. Everyone including those paying attention and hardworking student. Shark requested for a break for all of us but instead she continued on for a few more slides before giving us a break ...XiaoJieJie sat on the floor.. somehow we seem to like tickling one another alot. Maybe its the trend in GLOW now~ It was raining heavily by the time our super ultra dry lecture ended. Drought. Tsunami. Storm. Irony and contradictions. Managed to scare XJJ so the tickling games continue~ XJJ just had to sit down when being attacked continously causing me to have to carry her up so that she will not be sitting on the wet ground.I head to the rink immediately feeling tired. Met Xiao Feng on the bus and bought zinger burger meal for Theodore. 2nd day that bobbie called and I am not in school or busy already~ Alexi is ashley's classmate! Like wow~ she knows my swimming mate,ashley. She is trained by Mr Quek for X-ctry who used to train me for X-ctry too ~ Swimming, Running, Ice-skating O.o!!!Somehow the my legs aren't getting use to the boots and I just kept tying it over and over again. It was until the ice was resurfaced that I start to feel comfortable with my blades. Too bad had to teach the year 1s... about 50 people turned up and each person took 10 people. Olivia and me assisted Daniel in teaching 10 and most of them were the ones I taught the previous week~ Frankly speaking only remember Yew Jia's name and henry~ thats all~9pm had our own lesson with condrey~ all was just ok and 3turns is very bad... Even though condrey said my jumps are strong and quite other comments like not bad etc but I find it that he had said it because its good enuf for our level. Seriously speaking that was not what I want, just wanted a frank opinion comparing to the perfect ones, not to being good enuf for us. Wanted specific feedbacks~ guess con just wanted us to be more initiative and ask, prompt or anything...
Realised the lesson to be learnt ...Troubled Jonn to give us lesson and test on saturday night causing her to miss her movie night. It was then when I was handling that small minor task that I see Condrey has always been asking what we want and then the rest he will always say he settle which is actually alot of things to do and arrange. Even though he explained a little to us but guess it was not detailed enough because he always just end off saying "nevermind, I will settle the rest and you just concentrate on what you are supposed to do". Somehow I feel like he is treating and teaching us like kids at times~Sudden change in Olivia's mood and in that 'chaotic situation', managed to get lesson for saturday night with test and I left the place confused and not daring to ask anyone anything further. Its too tensed. Its too rush. Its a bit too last minute or rather very. But since we decided on going for inter-school I guess we will have to do our best. I think I am going to tell Jonn tomorrow to be 90% strict with the test and I will only go for the Inter-school if I passed... Not sure yet~ see how it goes :SWaited for a very long time for the bus and when I reached home, more bad news. Grandfather... Didn't know he is 70years old already...anyway thats not the thing.. some family political issues ... me the only LEE grandson ... I lay in the kitchen floor for quite sometime... the thought of just letting everything go came across my mind. Everything includes Swimming, ice-skating, inline skating, studies and all other activities... but when I thought of what I am going to do about it after I stopped everything, Mental block. Too many things crashing down on me ... I am going to handle it no matter what ... I have to... I must... I have got myself into so many things and now I have to manage them if not I really have to stop a few which I totally don't feel like doing so~ I love the people I am mixing around with and I just cannot bear to leave any of them... and really meant ANY of them...On a deeper thought... is this what life is? to be busied by what you are doing and aiming for the eventual result which definitely takes years to achieve... You aren't suppose to look further because you will just end up no where... these are sufficient to occupy you for life~ It seems to be that way~ To attain achievements that are recorded and remembered but what meaning does it serve to the person who had achieved it now?
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 1:39 AM
Friday, April 27, 2007
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~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:50 PM
Thursday
Heavy rain in the morning and Olivia went to school herself because her dad driving her to school and I am still waiting for Daniel's sms which have not been replied since the previous night. Anyway mother decided to take the Clementi route since there was no one else in the car and I am still early. Oh well~
Took quite long but luckily reached in 45mins and met Olivia so talk a while lo. Went for class of new people again! Business Law was getting interesting for me till the tutorial. Not that I mind the essence but he did not even stood up to conduct tutorial at all! All the time even when he is talking, he just sits at the front desk. He takes lame jokes and sarcastic answer as if they are like the real answer. Basically its just bad !
So there ting zhi, daniel, abel and others which i forgot :X stick around with them until taxation lecture was over where I joined back the GLOW grp for lunch at canteen 3. Didn't know what to eat and when I finally settled on fishball noodles zhi kai bought the wrong one. Oh well~ nvm so eat lo... they went library to sleep while I finish up my tutorial before we go for the last lecture of the day. IFA lecture was super boring and very difficult to understand.
Its like its there yet not there that kind of feelin so in the end I gave up and just copy whatever is needed and planned on going home to read all over again myself...time consuming :( Went to meet the ISAN committee to supposedly see the advisor was as it was already very late by the time all reached so I did not go with them but went for my inline skating.
Was totally surprised at the number of people who turned up! 3 basketball courts of specatators stands of 3 lvls were totally filled with new skaters with no more space for us committee to sit! Estimated number of people in total was 150. I didn't manage to skate at all today because I was handling the rental skates with mainly Xander, Angela they all. Sorry senior and committee ppl if I still cannot get all your names correct.
Problems arises. Queue was too long, insufficient skates, unhappy people. Me being 'stationed' at the rental site had no clue of what is happening at the court. Rentals naturally had some spoilt skates and some skated halfway wheels came out or spoilt... lotsa crap la... One person skate halfway spoilt den no more of the same size so I lend mine to him since I am not skating. Yang Yi was his name :) At the end of the day, packing of the skates... Ahmad almost packed my skates with the rental skates! Luckily I spotted it early...
We skated to the nearby market for our dinner and had an informal meeting... Overall it appeared to be not bad just some problems here and there but still angela being the committee members for 3 consecutive years, she said ours have more organization and definitely much better than previous years. Find it alright too at least they aren't waiting that long and activities seem to be ongoing at all times or at least from where I see it.
Done with dinner and managed to get most people to take 174 :) Home sweet home ... sweet? guess so.. hahaz :P
Beginning to get close to Jiayi... New recruitment drive to the barrierless group... hahaz... anyway those lonely, boring and waiting times today, I was preoccupied with my smses... somehow they just came in at the right time :) So cool lah when I get to know that Alexi is under Mr Quek for x-ctry also~ made me think of running at MacRitchie again... the trainings I used to had...Intervals, fark-legs, continuous run, long dist... was so fun running with my fellow commonwealthians~ the old times...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 1:00 AM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
WednesdayToday went to school with Olivia instead of Daniel and coincidentally we wore the same colour clothing, yellow. Breakfast to school and I am having my lesson at blk 18 which is like weird place to have tutorial. Found the class when my name was shouted across the corridor by wensi=.= Anyway the tutor was a guy who speaks very soft and sounds like he can be easily bullied. They got the wrong shark for the class and had self-intro for at least 30mins. IFA seems so easy in this tutorial and he was just giving answer so easily...With the 2hrs break I have, I bought my BLaw textbook and attempted to do FIT at the convention underpass which did not really turn out well because FIT tutorial needs more than what is in the notes. Gave up and decided to do business law but theres so much to read up on. Bobbie came and join me after her lesson and brendan called me to ask if there is lab coat being sold in NP.Bobbie left her stuffs with me as I go for FIT tutorial because she does not want to carry all the way outta school to meet her friend for ice-cream. So I got to know Jeremy and my group is in ming hao, siti, hafizah and xing yong group i tink... went throught organisations or agencies or anything along that line with regards to the risk involved and measurements taken for international trade. Soon ended and I spent my hour of break at canteen one eating alone. Seems like I am going to have pretty much private time this semester. Got an extra 10cent into my pocket from the table i sit at. Bobbie came to collect her stuffs. Right after I finished my meal received news from princess sister and immediately accessed the situation. Due to time contrains, I had not done anything but comfort her a little I guess. Went for lesson shortly which is Wcomm where most of the people turned up.Our tutor was late and surprisingly I was asked to help to unlock the door. Got into the same grp as shark, jeremy and matthew. Planned on doing project about adidas jersey. Lesson ended early but the weather was very bad. Rushed for training but it just had to pour right before I enter the pool. Lucky that I did not enter the pool la so we did land training. Actually the land training was very minimal ... only 5 sets of 20 and we started playing games... ladder and 'catching'. Seriously speaking I find that I kinda wasted my time coming down for school's training for monday and wednesday. Well... at least I guess it should be that way for the first few session of the trainings so as to bond better with the new swimmers :SI feel so awkward without my shirt on because I had lend it to ryann one of the new swimmers... Nevermind... Forfeit that they did was going to the wall to shout "HELP! THE WALL IS FALLING! SOMEBODY HELP!" ... then next was the chair that is cemented tot he ground and saying I will eat the slippers and the last was the one where the team was to do jumping jacks shouting at the top of your voices. Which resulted in a competition with the water polo people who were doing pumpings.So it ended finally and I went looking for bobbie hoping she will be able to go home with me since her CCA is ending soon... Instead met my senior and talk to him. A girl said hi to me and I was like ... do i know you in my mind. Being polite just hi back lo and realise she knows my senior too! So ask my senior who is she and then do I know that she is from aloha! Didn't even know her name la so got to know another new name, sing yee..tink its spelt like that... Quite surprised that she actually remember me because I used to be from Glorious Renaissance not Aloha and I spent like only 2 short nights with their groups because I was bored ...Oh great... People are remembering my name and face so easily yet I kept forgetting theirs! This is bad ~ anyway while waiting for bobbie to end, Jia Hong walk to atrium with me talking..after he left I studied BLaw and read actually 15pages of the book. As we missed the bus when we reached, we walked to the next stop where we missed another so we walked to the next one again which actually we miss it again but we waited instead of walking to the next one this time round. Reached home like 10pm and only then did I eat my dinner. Slept for a little while before starting my work... ...At least I am not totally alone for the whole day... got ppl to sms to for the whole day mahz :PRecalling to what I had learnt in NCAP theory 1. I remembered this lecture said that 'no pain no gain' is a very stupid phrase. How true it is as she mentioned but definitely I only agreed to a large extent. I find that it is a very good encouragement IF only used appropriately. She could have mentioned that its stupid so as not to complicate matters and since nowadays people are using it for the wrong purpose, she just say that its stupid.We were going through about muscles and stretching exercises. Stretching must feel the stretch not the pain simply because our body are made to not feel pain. When there is pain it means that the action is destructive for our body. Should only stretch till you feel the stretch not the pain. In other thing we do, we always go by no pain no gain and thus some will begin to treat pain like entertainment like what I used to thought it can be. But I was wrong... pain have it sides effects and no matter how minor they are still consequences. I came to think that maybe no pain no gain can only be used when the situation is for psychological instead of physical. If applied to physical you will just be harming yourself unlike applying it on psychological things. Like...you feel the pain sacrifice time for work instead of play and the gain would be the achievement you had after the work is completed or somewhere along that line....Somehow I am not able to express the way I want it but they are more or less what I am trying to say... good if you understand if not.. then I guess it does not matter that much...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 12:21 AM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Only managed to wake up when Daniel arrived at my house early in the morning at 7.30am. Luckily he came or I would have woke up real late. Had my breakfast on the way to school again and managed to take the front seat for lecture for Cost Accounting. Understood almost everything she said and realised I was pretty quiet the entire day.Evil thoughts were running through my mind for the entire day today I do not know why but at least I managed to not execute what was on my mind. Another thing was that I had wore the wrong pairs of jeans today! Or rather I forgot to bring a belt out today~ its so loose that I felt uncomfortable and I had a hard time trying not to let it drop.Talked to Alexi online and apparantly she got my number from con con thee thuan~ Discovered lotsa things that I don't know and corrected the wrong information. Had my 3hrs of break with 1st 2hr with GLOW and the last hour with Olivia. Written Communication really had 'friendly' people I guess. I do not know, quite early to judge as yet. The teacher is however definitely very nice. We were released early and I meet up with kelvin, chien hock and rudy to meet up with the rest of the skaters at queensway. Didn't manage to get theodore's screw thingy. So we spent a few hours at the skaters world shop waiting for the new members to buy their skates, talk, sing is what we did while waiting. Committee members went to get our shirt and was nice except that the V-neck was a bit too low and I find it a bit too thin. Thanks Angela for paying everything first ...After all was settled which is already quite late, we head towards IKEA for dinner or rather I call it snack. 3 hotdogs and 1 soft drink was what Daniel and me had. Had fun and soon all went in different direction for their home. Poor Angela was the only girl that is staying so so so far... Oh well~Took the same bus as JiaYi, Benjamin and Eileen. Alright... new names that I remember today are...Jasper, Yearn, hafiz, Keng Nguan,Matthew, Jocelyn.... Poor memories I have I know but its all that I remembered ...Alright..now to do my tutorials...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:31 PM
Monday, April 23, 2007
Bad day? Guess so~
Woke up quite late and Daniel arrived late too. Anyway got to school just on time while I was having pizza for breakfast and smsing daniel in the car O.o...Lesson was so boring that I can't help dozing off... presentation was badly done and presented because all not very serious and organised but luckily 1st grp to present I would say. Havin no idea where to go I walked aimlessly. Called Daniel and so he says he coming later so waited at near blk 56 there. Moodless to do work I continued searching for pictures and rested quite long. Till about 2pm when I started to do a bit of work until 3+ when I think Daniel has gotten carried away as I heard absolutely nothing from him. Decided to go eat instead, had chicken chop and mee rebus and then I sat alone there doing nothing for at least 10mins. Thinking and guessing and thinking.Daniel already said he is going home, and I just sat there thinking and guessing lotsa stuffs. Until about 4.30 I made my way slowly to the pool for training. Or rather ice-breaker games with the new swimmers. First game was actually good way of letting them remember each other names but the group was a bit too big so it soon gets boring. Frankly speaking it was quite unorganized and unprepared. Things were more or less discussed a few minutes before the plans are carried out which caused most of them to be waiting. Seems like trend in NP. At least its a start and they are not doing such things in the outside world.. i hope...captain's ball, shark and nemo is what we played. Seems like we don't really have any competitior swimmers and only one person know how to swim butterfly I guess... No training today.. oh well~ sang birthday song to Amanda... hitch a ride from jasmine's dad. Didn't manage to buy any lian he wan bao and so returned home eating my dinner which took hourS. Not sure if i am sleeping....At least I know that we are still friends :) I hope.No need take 1 week to reply bahz~ hahaz :PI just hope the lump i felt was not What i tink it is... :S
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:51 PM
SundaySo I went for Tao Payoh training in the end. Apparantly it is super tiring, so tiring that I am having difficulties to even catch up with the girls. Yea yea... relationship getting better wad3va =.= We didn't have lunch together because I had to rush off to Causeway point for my lunch with my family members and Wei Pei also have to go Zoo...So we took the red line and played poke on the way. Jerome let me play 300 with his hp after Wei Pei alighted. Quite a lame game la, Chiong forward and kill wont die and will only die when attacked from the back~ oh well~Called my uncles and aunt they all but somehow today all just can't hear us... Had to wave to them like crazy! Our lunch was at Crystal Jade anyway... Food was alright initially but gradually the food standard start to decline... Ending up so bad that we cannot finish most of it and had to takeaway...Rushed home to get my skates and stuffs and headed to CCK. Realised that Olivia have not left so waited for her at the control station. While waiting met ben and Xan and in the end we went to CCK together meet Daniel and Henry to skate over to Yew Tee. It had to rain halfway and we ended taking a bus. Seriously I kept thinking why bring them to urban skate when they aren't really that firm with their skating abilities yet.Reached pretty on time and most people turned up too. Walked to Kranji camp and we were split up into further groups as expected. Under Jiayi theres eileen, perry, henry, benjamin, joshua, josire, me and 2 other ppl whom I kinda forgotten who. Not even sure if the spelling is correct. Had stupid names like trash, rubbish, garbage which later found it to be rather not appropriate as it somehow protrayed the image of us as NP students. Some problems and rubbish grp says that clarence had told them to wear skates while the rest of us told not to wear. In the end we were told to wear and had 2 runs. Last run with music was pretty confusing and quite dangerous at the 3rd formation. Dismissed anyway.. Our only casualty was Olivia. Yup. Olivia.She went home as her father came to fetch her while the rest of us went for dinner. Some went home, some ate at yew Tee and some skated to CCK to eat. Had KFC's cheesy bbq meltz.. was pretty nice but definitely not fullfilling for me even though i had whipped potato, large mountain dew and cheese fries along with it. so there were....xan, ben, benjamin, egg, henry, perry, eileen, theodore, rudy, chein hock, and and... i forgot the other guy's name =.='''had great talks and after taking mrt, i skated home. Lost to wad to do other than clicking ard then read blogs and finally 'awoken' after reading and started to do more serious stuff... oh well... sad truths and predictions but just see how it goes la ...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 12:23 AM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
TAS Inter-Collegate & Schools Biathlon Challenge 2007
After my lesson in the morning, I was pretty reluctant to go for my competition. In the end still went since it was a relay and I was meeting my friends. So Kai Jie, Jia Long and I took MRT all the way to Bedok to take taxi to East Coast Park Carpark F2. We talked alot to the taxi driver especially Jia Long and he got shoot back by the driver..lol..Anyway reached there and we left our stuff with the NP people since we can't leave it in the transition area. Just before my event start, the windy and dark sky caused great current. Just for my event=.= So I was swimming in the great current for 800m. Kinda struggling but I ran the fastest entering and exiting the sea. Sadly, we eventually got 4th because I swam too slow, if I was 30s faster would be 3rd. Kai Jie was the fastest runner among the rest though ... Edmund they all were impress by his performance and wanted him to join the school's team ... oh well~ Mr Quek was there and we saw Pei Shan and Mei Qi too! Alexandar?? or Rachel la.. quite surprised to see her there... so she is in MGS and she got 2nd for her relay! Oh my.. she is already getting prizes for ice-skating and now biathlon or running at such young agE!Anyway we took taxi to the swimming pool directly because we had our life-saving class. Seriously I am totally broke. Went home shortly having Domino pizza for dinner... Now I am pretty reluctant to go swimming tml morning la... see how 1st bahz :S
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:12 PM
Ice-skating 1st trial~
FridayHad quite a shock in the morning when Daniel arrives at my house at 7.40am! It was totally unexpected! While waiting for the time to go to school, we sang songs and I guess I am getting the hang of it :) Had our breakfast in school together even though breakfast was brought from home and soon I was left alone to do my own work while waiting for my lecture to start.coincidentally, Olivia wore the same red ice-skating polo t-shirt as me and while waiting for my lecture she walked past so we talk a little before I go for my lesson. Somehow the lessons were very long today even though its only 4 hours. Business Law and IFA, after attending a week of lectures, I felt the pressure. The taxes and laws Singapore is having and how minor the part we are now only studying. It kinda freak me out and its just difficult to concentrate throughout the entire lecture! Lunch break at 1pm and remembering that I had forgotten to bring my complimentary ticket for ice-skating, I had to skip my lunch. Had settled down to do my tutorials at the atirum when Daniel finally replied. Hestitated on meeting him but eventually still went la.. hahaz..IFA, luckily still got the GLOW there sia, thought they won't be there... was starting to think what should I do if I was gonna be alone for the entire day of Fridays already lo. On the way to the rink, met Jiayi who was going to work and I did not went to eat with GLOW because they alighted at IMM! Communication breakdown despite of us all having passed OCOM! hahaz.. So went rink without my dinner!As usual, had difficulties when I just entered the rink and it took quite long for me to warm up. Freshies started complaining as they do not know that we starting at 7.30pm. Oh well, managed to pull it off somehow in the end. After resurface of ice, everyone was gathered at the corner of the rink and it turned out that there are about 60 people! Woo! They were split into groups and us seniors were to teach them~ I had to teach 8 people and there was 4gals and 4 guys. Don really remember all their names...perhaps only Yew Jia, Zhi Min or something like that... the rest forgot le :P Yew Jia was had phobia of falling but by the end of the session she is able to move and enjoy :) Was having quite a hard time persuading her not to hold on to anything or anyone ~ the guys all knew how to skate relatively so it was pretty easy and they learnt forward, backward swizzle, normal skating and they don wan learn already... they felt it was more than enuf.. hahaz... ok lo ... so they went practicing.. Girls although was having quite a hard time but their courage brought them far .... all managed to skate in the end :) happy happy~Thought that could be some organisation to debrief the new comers but apparantly there isn't really anything much and were just trying to shout out to the crowd which the people at the back cannot really hear... oh well~Time for Condrey's lesson! was good and bad. Good because I did my jumps! bunny hop and waltz~ very basic but its like finally for me la... now to get my spins.....and edges.......argh....bad was because oh well... lotsa unhappy faces...Must really say that I kinda enjoyed this session despite the tension. Went home straight after ice so that I could rest early for the next day's competition but in the end I am now still blogging partly because I am eating my dinner at 12am!Sleeping soon right after my apple pie~ see ya~!
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 1:27 AM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
ThursdayWent to school early in the morning with Daniel to supposedly do work. Felt pain near sternum when I was drinking or eating in the morning but luckily soon was alright. Synchro music before I left for my lecture on Tax~ So sian... break time had lunch at canteen 3 and Olivia join me too along with my classmates. She didn't eat because she had eaten alone earlier on. Went Co-op to wait for frens to buy stuff and met benedict so crapped a little. Olivia and me went somewhere else to use computer instead after waitin for too long. Random random random... just need smth to pass the time..She went crashing my IFA lecture and tried sleeping but failed because she is afraid of being called by lecturer and finally daniel called her and she is 'free'. Went for briefing on NDP and was kinda boring because quite beating around the bush. Then attendance taking, committee had detailed meeting to handle the club and to improve on it. Quite a long one and went to market for dinner before takin going home on bus then on skates. Lotsa stuff getting all serious and means need more time! Doubt I have enough time to really concentrate on swimming already :S shall see how~
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:52 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Morning went to school with Daniel and Olivia again! Waited for a very long time before Angela finally came to open the booth. During the waiting time, we watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory... People came and had us help them look after their bags la... skates la... etc etc... then got cleaner auntie walk past us and gave a loud tsk tsk tsk sound just because she saw someone being loving~ oh well..Finally Angela arrived at about 11am and set up the booth. Supposedly wanted to do my tutorial but I cant really understand so gave up after a while to wait for conducive environment. Stayed at the booth the entire day because I didn't have lessons at all and also because my skates in school so come lo.. Inline skating list goes on and on and on and it reaches 231 freshies while ice-skating reached about 100+ too. Yong Qing and Desmond came and talk to me... weird though but oh well... still same old Desmond... Kaijie gave me my goodie bag for biathlon which I realised that it is this coming saturday! Oh my gosh.. time is flying faster and faster ...Ryann participating in inline skating and then 'forced' into ice-skating and he seems to be taking swimming too.. so like me sia... then went visiting the swimming booth and talked to amanda a while and principle came visiting talking to us. Left shortly after back to skating booth. Talk and talk and more talk today. To people I know and to people I do not know. Didn't even ask their names lo... skated to lvl 5 to install programmes which was done pretty fast and met nice ppl there too and obviously do not know their names ...When booth close.. went Queensway with our heavy bags to buy olivia's skates! Yar.. buying new roller for her so that she can join us in NDP too :) 'Injured' her at MacDonald and soon go home... 3 people carrying 6 pairs of skates... Oh my.... Reached home and started typing freshies contact list then install live messenger then eat fried stuffs and talk to rebecca freshie who is quite farnie and hope i can slp soon....tats all...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:48 PM
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Second day of CCA fiesta~
TuesdayWoke up with an injured left wrists not knowing really why. Had my breakfast on the way to school for my Cost Accounting Lecture which I totally do not understand at all. Partly because the lecture was noisy and those at the back cannot really hear what the lecturer is talking about. With 5hours break till my next lecture, I head to the in-line booth to help set up a bit which is when Condrey arrives. I left without a word with my class to Clementi for lunch. Went some ulu coffee shop to eat botak jones but looking at the price, I am totally shocked. Decided to eat something else but somehow everything does not look appealing. Had prata which is so cold and oh well... The food just tasted bad.Made my way back to school alone and I must say I am quite socialable today~ keep talking to different people. Quite unlike of me but its good :) Bobbie came shortly wanting to watch movie together with me while waiting for her friend. Went library with her to look for some but kinda lazy to find so in the end went back to the booth and watch the shows I brought. 300 was lent to cally, Bridge to Terabithia to Bobbie. Spent my time talking to Angela and typing the freshies' information until 4pm where I went for Wcom lecture. The smallest lecture ever I guess. It is held in a normal tutorial classroom and the entire strength is only 24! In the end, only about 8 people turned up and the lecturer allow us to mark our attendance and leave so as to be fair to us. 2hr lecture has become a 30mins of discussion of our lessons and getting to know the other friendly classmates. Seriously I kinda beginning to like that class already. Went back to booth and talk talk talk talk :) Poor Derek who was rushing home on skates fell and everyone was clapping and cheering loudly. One big mistake, anyone who is injured should not be discouraged at all no matter what. Later we found out that the fall was actually a very bad one where he bled and left holes in his palm.Once again, we did stupid stuffs before we leave. Benedict, Daniel and me did 'matrix' down the chair, tried breathing as long as possible with our body maintained parallel to the ground. Soon all left and no one was going for dinner so invited Daniel, Olivia and Benedict to eat with my family. Reached my house and met more new people! Mother's friend's son came to singapore and is going to singapore poly and supposedly to help them know more about Singapore. So each to their individual interest areas. Daniel to the Piano, Tomo to guitar with my sister, Siang Foo(i think) watching tv, Olivia and Benedict in my room talking. Me? Just trying to go around and talk to everyone. Eventually the NP people in my room talking and soon went opposite coffee shop for dinner. Torturous for most of them. Then they headed to my house again. Talked, Sang, watched Naruto shipudden 8-9. The talks aren't normal all started because of a book which I mentioned. Seems like such topic just needed a spark to start it off. Then Olivia learning Hokkein. Daniel and Benedict Voice recordings. Olivia taupok? er?Frankly speaking...no one has gone up to my bed except Laika and my sister when I allow her to...Time pass pretty fast and as usual, the feeling of wanting to just fall aslp at the sofa bed was there ... But soon they had to leave and still left talking about the easily triggered topic.My laptop has been repaired and now I have to install all the softwares... Haiz.. I have lost so many things... the pictures people sent, links, emotiCONs etc...etc...Today is also the day I received the fund for inline skating. Long night today I would say... Shall see...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:52 PM
1st day of scool...
MondayWent to school with Daniel and Olivia today and had my first Life Science Revolution lesson which is quite boring as it should have been expected from a typical science teacher, monotonous voice lesson. Asked for time to leave halfway during class for CCA fiesta where we had a small performance for in-line skating then the parade and we played a while a the slope. Then I go back to class and it seems that I didn't miss out much except maybe for the quiz because most of it still can answer or maybe so far its just the basics.Lesson really ended at only near 12 and went to the booth of in-line. Put on skate and skated around. Didn't really have much things to do at all. Out of boredom volunteered to typed out the list of participating freshies. Tried stunts but soon got tired of it since I am doing it alone without guidance. Finally decided to eat at 3+ and met ahmad and olivia there so eat with them lo...flyers around NP..thumbdrive for MinJun...Bobbie for details...5pm when all was done and we started playing the metal bar, pole, grinding pole or whatever they call it. Left with Bobbie, Olivia, Daniel to the bus-stop. The girls to the bus. Talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk. Upon reaching home, I was so 'bored' that I fell asleep missing out my dinner totally! Haiz...Stupid laptop lars...Guys... I seriously think that I am making things more complicated as I put myself from another point of view to look at the situation we are in now. Just had the feelin that it is just something simple and I am there complicating it with what I had went through and because I 'had' the experience its making you all believe it but no 2 relationships are the same...its never the same ...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 1:07 AM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
An eventful sunday~ ? Maybe...
Woke up to go for training and so many things happened. First was the sms from Bobbie which didn't totally surprised me from the way she asked and upon seeing the true intentions there is no really much happiness or anything. Just thinking how will I handle it and all.
Soon the young kids came one by one and I managed to stopped the brothers from fighting, some who usually don't talk tat much suddenly talked alot. Sharlyn (or whichever cos not really sure of the spelling) talked to me more and just repeating the 'fun' i used to tell her. Touching the floor of the water polo pool and the new one about insufficient oxygen when she yawns... she just repeats it. Wilona smiled to me instead of saying hi or rather she never once smiled to me before... guess its since the ice-skating...
Training starts and it was quite chaotic because there is at least 20 over people in 2lanes and I am sorta pushed to lead one of the lanes. Tiring but fun. Having influenced by the young kids to be high, I got crazy and high too and thus talking nonsense which later passed on to jerome and weipei. Making advantage of it, smsed her but she didn't reply.. guess she ignored and was true enough proven later when i reached home.
We had lunch at Long John Silver's and saw Wilona and her sister there studing and tried making Jerome to go sit with them because he is studying too. Disturbing Jerome all along and issues go on about wastin my life to do this do that. Went home and watch anime before going to Yew Tee MRTstation to meet the skaters.
As I was 15mins early, I wanted to walk around the 'places' for a while but Chien Hock suddenly appeared. No choice but to stay and wait for the rest to come. Walk to Krani Camp and waited for Angela and Daniel before going to the grandstand where we are briefed and had our measurements taken. Run through at the parade square when the rain stops and our break was durian and fungus soup. Had final run through with skates on and luckily off-ice cancelled but poor olivia waited so long... Had that experience of waiting so long before and definitely it didn't feel great for thoughts just ran wild with so much time on hand and true enough when we met her at Lot 1... we had talks... an hour plus I guess...
Don't really know how to put it but being silent suddenly for no apparant reason either at starting or ending is definitely very weird and afriad to say might be bad too. Through the talks realised things that used to be just minute thoughts. Revolving around the few of us already so much to say... Finally took 188 home.
To be honest didn't really like the places I went to with my skates today because ... there is very limited memories of the places because i rarely go there. When all put together only do I confirm the actual picture. No wonder I am left to explain what is going on because I am the deciding factor. Now to think of it I know why I cannot decide... its because I had once just more or less did what I wanted and it did go off quite well but it turned out otherwise. I guess I am now thinking too far thus affecting it partly because I don't want history to repeat.Everything seems to be the same and all come back to the same point and concept YET they are different in some ways. I want a clear understanding of it but yet I am stuck and still confused at that stage because I did not go to the bottom of it as it gets too complicated.
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:49 PM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Screwed...
WednesdaySecond day of ba0c and things got slightly better as the freshies are getting a little better though most of the guys did not turn up. Somehow I just cannot blend in and sort of just follow them. They played games and cheer they all did was the I say you say and solid cheer. Nothing else... pretty easy cheers though...I say baby number 1don't believe you cuckooI say you say I sayI say you say I sayI say baby number 2You believe you cuckooI say you say I sayI say you say I sayI say baby number 1
You believe very good
I say you say I say
I say you say I sayAI-SEH-LAS-U-P-E-Rsuper is what we areS-O-L-I-Dsolid is what we areSUPER SUPER, Clap (X2)SOLID SOLID, Clap (X2)SUPER SOLID, Clap (X2)SOLID SUPER, Clap (X2)CHEE KA LA KA PI YA PY YA x2SUA!and since I have the mood I guess I shall type out the 14 other cheers too...Pump it (Louder!) x4turn up the radioblast the stereo right now5, 6, 7, 8that's what we dothat's who we beB-A-B-Y-L-O-Npump it, louder come ondon't stop, and keep it goin'do it, lets get it onmove it![to the tune of 'pump it']lalalalalalalalalaEnticing babylon(spice up your life)every boy and every girl(let us unite)AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!Slam it to the leftif you're havin a good timeshake it to the rightif you know that you feel finebabylon, let's gosay AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH![to the tune of 'spice up your life']lala lala lala lala babylonlala lala lala lala babylonwe're gonna win the gameand say out loudwe're babylon![to the tune of elmo's song]we're solidits too hard to breakand we got itwe know its too hard to takewe're comin'with all that heatYou can't (you can't)coz we're hard to beathey! hey! you! you!you are going downthats right! no way!you are gonna beat us!hey! hey! you! you!we are gonna trash youhey you!we rock!BABYLON![to the tune of girlfriend by avril lavigne]once upon a time in land far awaywe huffed and we puffed and we blew you awayso listen to us and don't make a fusswe cheer and we fight and we'll rock on tonightso you better bounce cause your in for a frightwe're about to pounce so get outta' sightwe are, we are babylon! OEI! x2and you better keep runnin' runnin' and runnin'runnin' and runnin' runnin'and runnin' runnin' AND everybody in the stands,give babylon a great big hand!*11claps*BABYLON!Shake it high!shake it low!shake it shake it like you should!we're gonna scream (ah!)we're gonna shout (ouh!)we're gonna bring down the houseso c'mon c'mon put your hands up (hands up)
put your hands up (hands up)Lead: everybody say 'ouhhhhhhh'ouh!!!!!Lead: say 'ahhhhhh!'ahhhhhhh!Lead: say ' Yo baby y baby yo-oh'yo baby yo baby yo-oh!ouh! ah!babylon kemamaole ole ah ahBOOOM!we rock we rule we dominate the schoolohhhhhhh yeah!we're the best our team's too coolwe've got the vibes to rock this schoolwho are ?WE'RE BABBBBBBBBBBYLON!!!repeat after me!12344321everywhere we gopeople wanna knowwo we arewhre we come fromso we tell themwe ae from babylonmighty mighty babylonsexy sexy babylon[insert tune]i said brr it's cold in herethere must be babylon in the atmospherei said brr it's cold in herethere must be babylon in the atmostpherei said O-E-O-E-O ice ice iceO-E-O-E-O ice ice ice[we are proud of yousay we are proud of you *x3 claps*] x2listen to us are, listen to uswe got no cheer ar we got no cheerwe bluff you one ar, we bluff you onethis is our cheer ar, this is our cheerwe love our cheer ar, we love our cheerYeah..thts all.. somehow its very common but oh well... I just can't get the drift...Olivia suddenly called me gor today and it sounded so like my sister that I felt weird at first. Later met her to go to the rink as we had lesson and talked alot... things that are normally hard to say it out I presumed...So we had a short warm up session and Daniel started his lesson first followed by me then Olivia by Jonn. All learnt quite alot in the short 30mins and soon time to go home. Apparantly I had the strongest cross-over among all the 3 of us but not perfect yet. Caused trouble at the entrance for condrey... heard daniel has the highest lvl of skating among 3 of us and olivia cross over quite good and 3turns very good...Received call from mother out of the blue asking why I am not home yet and all and that definitely dampen my mood and I decided to walk home instead at a slower pace. Crossing the road as carelessly as possible and suddenly daniel called asking if I am alright due to the 'dream' he had on the bus. Reached home and slept since I can't use computer...ThursdayLast day of ba0c. All the time was spent in the convention centre and I took a long walk to the co-op near canteen 2 to buy chocolate, peanuts and biscuits during the voting for pageants. I just feel the pageants chosen don't look up to standard at all partly because we are given only a few days to choose while doing other things and also not all SCs actually go on look out for such pageants. Performance from each grp and my grp's skit did not appear to be as good as I thought it would be. and the dylamo dance, I had thought its someting very stylo kinda dance but well, below expectation and i fact the song is nice and the dance just go along with it only when you are dancing it. My grp got best banner and benjamin got the best sc. cheering competition and my grp was pretty bad coz I think they were not even taught the entire cheer in the first place. Birthday songs after birthday songs, just imagine 1000+ people singing birthday song to you... Ended about 6pm and had pictures, exchange of contacts and all. Then I left early for the in-line meeting regarding NDP.Details were discussed and now for us to find the people. I so very much wanted to go for it but with already so many things on hand I had second thoughts. The previou NDP I had totally missed out so much fun I truly do not wish to missed out this NDP. When all was done, JiaYi, daniel and me went al-ameen for dinner where it was so noisy due to the ba0c people who went there for dinner to celebrate too...went home after which and as i cannot turn on my laptop i fell asleep...FridayWoke up quite late and gave daniel a call before rushing out to the bus-stop. Had a nightmare about ferocious demonic cats that attacked in horde suddenly when I was talking to a gal at night in some public place. When I woke up, somehow I managed to rmb 80% of what is happening and it disturbs me for the rest of the entire day. Its just a very disturbing dream which I don't really think is because of my fear for cats. Calling olivia non-stop because she is late. Not that I am angry but was just kinda bored so kept calling. Met daniel at jec and we had our breakfast at coffee shop before going to the rink.Instead of going on ice when we reached, we rested quite long. I just didn't have the mood to do much. Went on ice and it felt weird. The mood to ice was not there. Poor daniel and olivia was comforting me all along but somehow its not working. Ate instand noodles then saw steph. Said hi but guessed she can't hear. Went skate and tried to concentrate more but legs starting to gave way. swoosh, clink, clank, whoosh, bum, slides... numb. crowds. blurred vision of my only light that is not approaching. crowds were ignored. More mental than physical. Recover, dry, go. That ends it all. Its says. Transparent it has becomed. Or rather translucent. It just fades.Soon its almost 7pm where the rink have lesser people and the feelin of ice is getting stronger. I began to feel the strgh and all. I guess its because of the searing physical pain felt. Maybe I should do that everytime before I want to train. Dinner was free luckily and had 2 packts of rice because con shared with debbie =.= By the way all was in the rink today except rong xing.Con's lesson was doing everything in a rush and bunny hop, eedges forward, backward, crossover forward backward, waltz jump, lunges. Benny, alex , dan they all did the 'realistic' pen. Whtever you can tink of and played with it. We played kallang wave too where olivia, condrey, alex, theodore they all got slapped.while waiting for bus, I recalled and once again i realised i missed the chance. the chance to start it off surprising and embrassing but definitely sweet. Oh well, if my brain could work faster...to act to pretend and end it with an embrace with a few words... guess it works for all? maybe...reached home and slpt. Nothing else. Guess no one will understand my one-line sms... there is one but i never sms that person already... I hope to find someone who will understand my one-line sms...SaturdayWent for lesson and still had the quite irritated feeling. Tried to repair com for whole day but didn't really bother. Watch tv for the entire afternoon for the 1st time of such long periods. Went to school to supposedly help out in swimming booth but president did not come! Wasted trip and was deciding where to alight when I finally alighted at westmall was hoping to see her but well through thorough analysis I guess i wont because ya... wilson you noe... Then hope came when I saw the back view of one and even the uniform but it just felt weird.. its not her la... though very much alike but the way it feels just aren't right and true enough its not. Went KFC to buy meal to eat still foolishly hoping to b able meet. Nope. None. Ate on the way home and went life-saving. Learnt 2man CPR and did choking stuff and theory run through and we are released. Home is where I head to and now I am blogging with mum's laptop. Hoping 2 things might happen. Hope. Oh well, I shall try to stop analyse already. I am gettin sick and tired of it. Whacking time. I hope i can do it. Yeah.. hope again........
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 7:25 PM