Saturday, December 22, 2007
i am not blogging anymore... don feel like it? also not reading anymore blogs. . . . not least not for quite a long while. . . . . . .
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 9:45 AM
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Oh yea i did standard chartered 42km this year si~ supposed to be running with lu yee but oh well~ 34km.. thats where my leg muscles say that it cant take it anymore and juz went dead totally not wanting to move at all~ almost fell down but anyway juz stop due to no choice.... didnt wan to stop totally so walk a little before trying to jog again but attempt was futile and finally decided to stretch it a little more properly~ before being able to jog again~ terrible... physical unable to keep up with my mental determination ehs~ timing for my run considered still ok i guesS?i finished it in 5hrs 12mins 30secsok lars ~ ~ ~if onli nv walk will be below 5hrs already :Spictures pictures shall not post~ hahas~ cos not very the nice~ u wan juz ask from me :P
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:18 PM
DonkEy years since I last posted something, the motivation to blog is like disappearing~Common Test and I have been staying up for most nights trying to study and to help others. Not really sure if I was helping but in any case I tried. For my very first paper I had surprisingly finished the revision real early and is actually rough revision with not much practice but still it felt weird and I am just not used to it anymore like I used to when I was much younger. So its like so dry that I didn't really bothered to try to study into much details. Well, in the end my results turn out quite fine..38/50.. not bad lars ~ whats more surprising is that I am top for my class? Hmmm..mayb i'm not.. but it seems to be the case. . . I didn't expect her to flash my answer for one of the questions also and i was like oh my gosh!!! Because I know that my handwriting totally messy !! Its pretty much messy always during exam unless i know it might be shown to others~ oh well~ wad3va~been playing fiesta also~ smth like maplestry an MMORPG ~ quite ok lars ~ unique thing about that game is that u can set up stores to not onli sell ur items but to also buy items u want and ppl come to ur shop to sell it for u so u don have to go hunting for ur items! Other than that is the cute characters and monsters and almost everything~ hahas~ music nice ..so soothing~maplestry...don realli feel like playing it anymore actually...its like been playing for months and perhaps years that I getting tired of it? Guess olivia pretty much feel the same~ I'm guessing! :P Rather.. actually starting to find games boring . . . pretty much boring unless you have friends playing along with you all the time~ swimming.. motivated a little yet sometimes not yet sometimes super motivated...its almost like stock market..sometimes i tink i am deceiving myself but it appears that its what you have to do so~ its just the way it is for theres no other ways~ you have to find crack in it... somehow someway... create a reaction to it and stick to it... ppl rmb u for that and always will~ its swirling~ swirling~ it gets breezy yet sometimes its as strong as a tornado~ or perhaps hurricane~ so confusing . . .so messed up . . . destroying everything in its way or rather gathering everything up and throwing it to one side making matters worst and to have the tedious process of clearing up the mess... then creating the same thing again and again and again and again . . .I'm slpy . . . I'm tired . . . I should start soon but how. . . or rather where to start from and keep it away from danger~ I'm lazy to think further... there I go again for short term happiness... no long term planning~ wads this? self destruct route? lazy? escaping? perhaps everything. . . Theres always hope. There always chances... its just a matter of whether You want it or not... whether u want to make it happen or not... sitting there and just thinking about it makes u go no where~ people cant read ur mind and they do not totally understand ur actions... guesses they might have made n perhaps they were right most of the time but do not take it for granted and think they will always get it right because sometimes they really just don get it... be direct be straightforward at times be initiative be more open... you can accomplish many things alone but you definitely can accomplish more doing with others. Accomplishing does not mean success all the time... it can also meant that u all had failed in what you are achieving but still u all had accomplished something... in other words learnt something.. always learning always accomplishing.... tats for life. . . why am i saying all these? I dno~ i am just randomizing around and typing in random. THeres no order no organisational structure no links to anything... its ultimate randomness~wads so random about random? if there is enuf of the random stuff it will turn out to be in a pattern and it will no longer be in random will it. So much for being random yet theres still pattern. ironic words are created so that there will be an extra english word to learn which is the word "ironic". now thats random again but u see a pattern too don ya? the pattern is that i'm juz randomising from the things i said and bringing it to another point of view when there is nothing much that i wan or can say~ seeeeee.....theres pattern si...and wassup with the word si! I dunch noe.. one day had the sudden urge to use it once again and then it became quite fun so use a little frequent but when i was about to stop using it ... i apparantly have influenced someone to use it too and by inter-influencing we have grown to use it as a habit already~ i tink~ hahas ~ everyone say that they don like to fall... but y..y still fall in love~ lols~ anyway whichever fall it is theres surely a time for care and concern to come into play where the pain becomes numb with warmth? aw man.. i am seriously crapping in this post. . . but what i see in crapping or laming around is that it holds a certain percentage of truth in what its being said... because that idea has got to come from somewhere and a possiblilty of it happening before it could actually be crapped out~ its juz that the percentile of it is so low that its called lame? but small things affect lotsa things~ they are potential dangers... what they need is the correct trigger to have a sudden outburst of growth for it to be something the person believe in but no longer considered as lame...things changes in a split second. You never know wads gonna happen pretty much most of the time even if you were to be doing the same things over and over again everyday unexpected things still happens because wad is around u are still changing! they wont stop changing because of u you they wont slow down because of you they are all just going at their own pacing... own time own target with a common goal which none knew but they just know that they have to do their parts~ ok! enuf of random stuffs.. I'm seriously tired and slpy. Blog anotherday~ hopefully tomorrow~
oh~ shuwen juz got suan-ed by me yesterday night!! hahas ~ guessed she had fun guessing who she was talking to on msn ~~~~ lols!!! :P
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 6:59 PM
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Finally ~
Sorry to those that have been coming to my blog with no updates at all~ It did seem weird when my blog is always updated so frequently and to suddenly stop for weeks without saying anything eh?
Too many things had happened and I guess there was not enough time for me to blog. Perhaps I shall just recall as much things as possible and just jot them down.. but they are not in order at all~ randomizing post which is gonna be messy !Ice-skating . . . .I've not been to one for a long long time... first was because of swimming time trial then collection of my running package and the competition causing the rink to be closed. Just like that I missed weeks of ice. Kallang ice rink is open yet I've not been there yet ~ How does the ice feels like now?Swimming . . . .Getting more involved in school's swimming team basically due to the slack timetable I've been having and also because my outside swimming club training schedule changed resulting in me being able to train more in school. Starting to train in school reveals me to much surprises. It all started from celebrating stewart's birthday. Recent events happening for swimming was the polympics that almost cannot be ran due to shortage of manpower but somehow we managed to pull through~ I was the starter and I did not really do a good job but at least I experienced it now ~ carom play with life-saving dudes and I kinda thrash one of them :X ok.. i onli played with one person .. lols ~ disputes were hopefully resolved at the meeting after polympics ~ Butterfly drills personally coached by xian en~ thank you so much! Some new drills were learnt and the next day of doing all those light drills my muscles actually starts aching! that goes to show how wrongly i have been swimming my butterfly :S wrong technique of fly i've been swimming at 32secs fastest and wads gonna be my timing if I swam correctly?! I'm gonna literally FLY my way through the pool ! weeeeeee~!TGAC club... Yaowen and Jasmine have their attachment assisting uncle joey in coaching therefore it means that training gets tougher because there is more eyes looking at you and theres no time for slack ! Not that I always slack but its juz that you are being watched more closely and the stress is there~ which I actually like it because you'll get better training and strokes being corrected ! hahas... sundays training still on freestyle~ drilling alot on freestyles and butterflys ! practice practice practice ! Inline skatingRed camp~ nothing much~ jus skate around.. polympics opening ceremony and we just skated a short escort which is pretty pointless for us=.= never attempt skating after swimming again~ it totally tires me out and I cannot skate properly without proper warm up~ injuries everywhere when I tried to still speed ~getting reimbursement from school is troublesome and do hopefully hope to get back my $150! argh... no one is paying for the card and club fund.. hmmm.. i've gotta do something soon n i meant real real soon ! sians... Somehow President and Vice-President seem to be always MIA-ing to me but they are not... oh crap~ skating been learning more seriously now ~ sliding can do powerslide, acid, t brake, korean.. and? tink thats all..slalom doing crazy and the rest.. well... lol...speed skating getting the quick acceleration and longer stamina and maintaing as many fast turning as possible... double push.. weird n super hard technique :Saggro managed to do soul and royale (right spelling?) after pretty much falls...oh oh.. and i recently did jumps too~ jumped over a distance of about 5-6 people~ soon lets increase it to 10 ! hahas..With basics almost there~ time to progress further up for skating ~ Chingay.. nothing much yet.. just troublesome to fill up some form to b a volunteer when they asking us to help =.= more details to be received ...SchoolLessons been quite fun mainly due to the teachers and classmates participation i guess~ I&E most fun so far? went childcare centre to do a presentation on 3 'R's on environment. (Reduce, Reuse, Recycle) and it has been fun though there are a few hiccups and indeed its surprising to see their enthu responses and one actually told me about the other 2's bgr~ c'mon they are like K2???Realised ManQing in NP too! She's in horticulture and when i was looking for her.. i cant find and we actually met when I least expected to! hahas.. next time want find thing just let it come naturally le lars.. waste time and effort looking for it onli :PBeen hanging out with GLOW more often this semester also ~ we went suntec, skating, market ..etc.etc.etc.... happy times.. sad times.. this semester somehow seems a bit longer ~ most recent tiring event i guess would be I&E ? hahas ~ meiyi they all selling strudels~ after which we went vivo though some unhappiness in betweens with different ppl~ taxi driver grumbling after agreeing on taking us and blame us as when he says that should have done this and that bla bla bla =.= wth la... u noe still ask us and blame us.. don wan so much trouble can don ask us board ur taxi in the 1st place! :@Been losing alot things recently also~ think I'm getting too careless~ first wallet lost but luckily claimed back in school though I lost it near beautyworld.. all intact. Next cannot find my tie.. next cannot find my stationery and its all over my bags with some now still missing in action. Then my skates strap lost.. haiz.. lose somemore I think I'm gonna lose my mind !Exams round the corner and How prepared I am? Not very sure though i have been doing tutorials and classworks with some of them getting full marks~ I did it myself k? But will it go smoothly this time? I hope so~ there's still time for revision and I am already preparing much earlier than I usually had. But is it enough or am I still too slack? Time will tell~ I'm forcing myself already actually.. Went queensway with peanutmei, sis and eugene... then walk around IKEA, queensway and anchorpoint~ after which we went JEC for pool with jeremy... during one of the sundays . . . hahas. . . Upcoming events...Chingay! actually not confirmed yet ~ 22nd dec ! xian en's house ~ ~ ~ birthdays ! 23rd? 31st?new year ! final theory ! exams ! athlete's chalet!class gathering!sec soccer gathering!? (hope so?)
the 4 great ones gathering!42km marathon! ( I having regrets that I took such a long distance ... quite stunned when I look at the route~ whatever.. no obstacle cannot overcome just go all out! :)
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 1:00 PM