Saturday, March 31, 2007
ThursdayWent for swimming training finally after so long and was suffering quite a bit because we are all doing breast stroke for the entire training. After that rush to westmall there to meet olivia but i met her on bus 941 instead. Had breakfast at canteen 1 before going to our each individual grps. Went sports gallery to look for Edmund but he is out for lunch and went back to painting before going all the way to gallery again to look for him. It was raining and i had to take the sheltered route lars~! Anyway found him and was asked to see president and told him and rejected to go training with them and went back again. Did some white thingy for the cloud, then paint and already 4.30 so decided to go home. Took 184 cos didn't want to wait for 61 but when i alighted, 61 was just behind =.= Reached home and not long later go for NCAP where i was earliest followed by Melissa which is very surprising! Stewart 1st time later than rest of us, 1st time eat nv drink coffee... just lots of 1st time. Apparantly melissa didn't realise a girl sat beside me until after the break. What i do not like is the smell of the make up lars! Cant stand it sia! towards end of lesson make up smell was gone but there is the smell of sports women who just finished training kinda of smell. Can't say its smelly nor can i say it is nice but it just reminds me of the times when i used to run cross country and was perspiring all over,exhausted and clothing soaked with sweat. Dad fetch me home and upon reaching home, slpt unconciously although supposed to finish proposal. On and off throughout the night.Friday3 of us met early to 'complete' our proposals. thought i was late but in the end i was the earliest. Halfway i did say why do i have to tell her everything, wasn't trying to imply anything... was just afraid of... hmm.. nvm.. refer to the bottom later and try to understand... so by afternoon, it was raining heavily. olivia had dan's jacket to keep her a little dry while the rest of us just dash across the road. Had lunch at KFC where we try to find the muscles bundles. Human inventions from human bodies. Arm wrestlin! forgot abt it after we finished eating. Theodore joined us halfway while on the way up to skating so we talked about lots of things. Finance budgets, skating and everything! Oh... biting the bone and cracking it. Dan was expecting the cracking sound of the bones but it didnt happen .. hahaz..Went up and skated. Jonnansical BOO's and jefF's birthday and so we sang~ Something that surprise me totally was before that what oli and dan said~ Once again i am lost for words, tots and all. Still rmb the 1st time was hafizah and now them. THough its the 2nd time and constantly i am thinking do smth, say smth! but nth of such came~ the feeling creeps in and out in a flash... no time for me to express anything so was stunned. anyway saw Peanut again!!! hmmm...she doesnt skate and she has been spotted at the rink quite frequently ars...Smth that made all upset was when the announcement came saying that the rink will be closed at 6.30 and those who just came in tried to get refund but failed to because they say that they shld have seen the notice. Oh well.. so everything was brought forward. Hai... yea~ condrey cant teach them tgt with me lar.. me so different lvl from them hard to teach 3 yea? Oh well, guess i have to catch up with them before being able to join them ... maybe i shld just learn both side instead of trying to find one side that i wan... absolute no control :SNight, went dinner at sakae at city hall. Didn't know why i had agreed to go so far to just eat sakae though. Con, dan and me all the way to city hall to meet debbie to eat sakae! oh well~ shld have just eat at JE lor! nvm... so we eat the buffet and seems like dan's 1st time eating at the conveyer belt area and all of us are enjoying him eat his food. Natalie stry was told despite con sayin that he do not wan to know. We cleared more than 40 plates mainly contributed by dan and me. Somehow te service was really bad and debbie kept complaining which very much tempted con to get pissed. Con getting pissed with service = shouting away at the manager. In the end he managed to just endure everything and enjoy the dinner. Or rather 'enjoy'... his last piece of food which is a fried tofu. Had everything into his mouth and to only realised it to be real hot. Can't believe he had just told Dan not to do that previously. And with him strugglin with the tofu in his mouth, we made him laugh which caused him to gag? choke? and his face turned red rushing off to the toilet. Con papa~ awwww... left and con and debbie went their way while dan and me went to find 174 bus. We walked all the way to clarke quey and thought we had saw 174 opp we crossed to the bus-stop and to realise there wasn't any. So we continued walking back in a different direction and we found 174! BUT in a different direction=.= Dan go toilet break before we try our last direction from the starting point. Halfway, we saw the bus and saw it stopping at the bus-stop in front. We got suspicious of why con had not told us abt the bus-stop tt was so near but when we reached the bus-stop, once again we didnt see the bus number~ freaked out, we decided to give one last try in the direction that we are supposed to go. Found it~ board the bus~ We didn't see things :) sitting at the back seat at the 2nd lvl... we were listening to music, sometimes singing along, sometimes just enjoying it.. some were quite emo esp those chosen by me... dno.. i juz always listen to them everyday~Even thought i have reach my house, I had chose to stay downstair a little while more. Listening to music and later decided to try going maple since vaphie is in there and played a little while before going home to continue. Slpt after which.SaturdayWhich is also today~ Morning go for lesson and though i woke up early to call them, i myself woke up quite late... has been tired... was on time anyway... Rushed to rink after lesson and somehow the nationals aren't that 'happening' as skate asia. Runners did almost nothing partly also because the printer is superslow! Printing 1/5 of the page takes 3mins and the worst thing is that it is black in colour only with no images! lunch of mixed veg rice. then had brownies, choco muffins, cheese biscuits and other delicacy..was so bored i played the game M , R , T , M , T, M , T, M, T, M, T, M, T, M, T, M, T....Surprisingly i saw Mr Quek! Now that i've told him i may take part in inter-sch and since i am writing it in my blog, i tink i need to be really super serious about training it and performing it nicely. Oh great~ My heels aren't healing yet!When everyting ended, steph left along with me.tot she was talkin to fren so i quiken my pace but she later caught up so my route changed to walking to MRt there... Parting at the MRT station. Yea 1hr.. i noe theres time but .. haiz...i just can't believe i gave a bad example that had indirectly say her~ instead of walking towards the bus-stop to take bus or take mrt home because it is going to rain, i decided to run home. Yea... in the rain. During the run i realised how weak my legs has became. It can no longer go fast nor sustain at all. giving way so easily and all the way home the things i've been holding have fell at least 5times. Of course i am totally drenched when i reached home. packed my stuff and went to the pool for life-saving. somehow managed to not enter the pool so we just did theory. Debbie was at the pool, maybe going out with con later ~ hmmm ... thank you jasmine for addressing my wound although when sterilization was taking place, it hurts and stings but somehow, i felt numb. i can't believe i said to her that it is not pain at all and the expressionless face i had. Numb. Was what i felt. Went home for dinner. Dynamic changes. Its happening to me. The way i see things and the way i do tings have seemed to changed again and i am disliking it. Been seeing myself beginning to offend people with my words and the evil tots that are surfacing in my mind. Opportunities... alot that i can see recently but i am just missing them one by one and even when it is right open in my face i am still not grasping it. Should have apporached and asked why she came to the rink and talked instead of just waving hi. Shld have asked why he came to rink. Shld have reacted faster. Shld have say to her that..shld have..shld have..shld have....i just seem to be doing the exact opposite - destroying the chances ... one thing that has never change though... i am still unable to tell something completely to one person. All pieces of my information are distributed among the people around me. More info with those spending more time with me but still not all the info. with this, i tink instead of me trusting ppl completely i tink that i totally don trust anyone. reason for not trusting is because they are not reality stuff that is why i trust ppl completely but somehow the cycle caused me to eventually don trust anyone... dno..complicated...bascially i tink i have been doing the wrong things at the wrong time, wrong tings at the right time..wrong things all the time...if anyone of u happen to b comparing things u know abt me and it doesnt match, jus clarify with me~
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 1:27 AM
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Met Olivia to school together in bus 61.Condrey's sms not replied by all three.Cheryl tot she is my gf.Did flower and vine thingy.lunch at canteen 3 with benjamin and another guy.Super oily roti prata.... bad ....convention see laptop a while...a place where lotsa ppl i don rmb keep talking to me :Soli failed to find me.back to class did nth.watched and rested till 3pm.returned home suffering.was feeling sick, uneasy, uncomfortable, perspiring all over in the air-conditioned bus.slippers direct hit at heel again. More blood.collapse on sofa bed upon reaching home unable to reply my dad when he asked me things.only managed to gather strength at 7+ 8+ ...blackcurry... discussion 'meeting'...most dreaded moment arrived causing eyes to see refracted images during the discussion...ended...now to find means to start wads supposed to be done.Bye.
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:17 PM
TuesdayWent swimming with Daniel.-plunge-IM except back-straddle-shuiton no jutsu-legs bendSteph is sick today.-full package-old man, deep cut, bad bandaging,boredOlivia went to school.-laming around in maplesister at home play.-laming around in mapleparents in malaysia.I went daniel's house play Naruto, burnout.-crashbreakers, double / triple , takedown, damage critical, perfect-drank root beer, ate fries and crabmeat.-internet connection-laptops display-expensive lunchFinally took MRT to civil service college myself and back home too.-superb enthu lecturer-aftermath of rugby for yao wen-hungry melissa-darling sms~bsy schedules~Reached home and I don't remember when I fell asleep.Woke at 2am using computer till morning.
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 7:03 AM
Monday, March 26, 2007
Lotsa things to say about today but doubt I am able to list down everything but in anycase....morning supposed to meet daniel and olivia so that my mother could drive us to school but in the end olivia arrived super early and daniel cannot make it on time therefore we waited for him only at the school's busstop ... slpy oli slping most of the morning and she went for her baoc thingy while dan and me waited for the rest of the in-line committee members to arrive to discuss about the events, cca fiesta and budgets... somehow was quite boring there and we don't seem to be able to contribute much but only entertainment...Noon, to meet the isman frm blackcurry. Things were out of expectations. Instead of the getting things approved or something like that, he was asked to help out in their vision for their company. Plans were discussed and it took about 2hours. Guess it was kinda too sudden and surprising that there was time needed to sought out his thoughts... repetitive questions were asked to re-confirm and also to buy time to sought out thoughts... good communication skills, mature enough, impressive way of communication, stry for blackcurry, cards, student leaders, etc...etc...etc...went back to our meeting and 'recover' and just nice they finished their discussion so we asked some help from them and we went convention centre where we supposed to find the teacher in charge to submit our paper. Apparantly she is not there and we talked to some of our frens. Justin kinda gone really childish~ wanted to go see lappy but someone unexpected appeared to be there so we decided to go lunch instead. Since oli shld be havin lunch soon, so i tried calling her. I said tried because when the person picks up the phone, i heard a male's voice! I was stunned momentarily and thought maybe I had called the wrong number. Just when I was about to check the number i called, I realised Daniel has just picked up his phone saying hello~ I turned to look at him and he too did the same thing. yupz.. indeed, i had called him instead of olivia! Its like wad the... he is just beside me and i calling him~~ we just burst out laughing away~ Olivia didn't join us eventually because she is at her fren's hse there practicin their dance steps so we went canteen 1 to eat with jiayi n..n..shoot! i forgot his name=.=All ate kaki fuyong except one. Someone's fren was mistaken for a gal from far. Dan and i had burger after our meal and he treated me to drinks :) thanks!Next we rested at convention centre while waiting for olivia. Did our IS enrollment which was quite randomly done! Oh well~ all because of tiredness... den played some games and when olivia arrived watch saw 3 and scary movie 4 before we have our dinner at alameen. Long talk before heading home. reached home and had my dinner before acting to slp~ when all are aslp and here i am :)Days were never boring with any of the royalties around. Talking about what we have been talking about recently, how we first met and all. Chang Fang the male and female separator, me being the loner and just accompanying daniel. Daniel known for bein enthu about getting to know more ppl esp new freshies in any CCA INITIALLY. Predictions, assumptions, anticipations were all hit right on! oli's jealousy, clara and mother's anxiety for dan... and one that really touched me is daniel's trust for me. Him saying how he had made himself not to think of certain things and why he has done so has brought tears to my eyes. This has been the most impactful thing in my life so far. As we were talking about all these, definitely there are things going thru my mind too.. in a way oli is same as my x where they do not know quite a lot of things and when u teach them and tried to be not obvious as it is sometimes sensitive issues, they get excited about, wanting to know more and in fact they are too direct and open about it. When they finally get the whole thing, they give weird questions of whether it shld be applied or smth which makes u think mayb u shld not have explained or even mentioned about it at all~ Seeing how well u are handling it made me think y i cant i tink of that and did the same thing.. and i guess i haven replied how i felt... i felt v glad so far at how u all had progressed at least i tink so far is perfect..I feel that the difference btwn dan and me mainly is the confidence lvl, his is so much higher than mine that he is able to gain more than me in a sense. And also, he is able to analyse things much faster than i am able to. I need some time to tink abt it before being able to come to a definite conclusion almost same as his which he tot of just right on the spot. for that it is due to confidence too i guess...as we were talking along and laughing tgt~ theres something that i kept thinking~ if only steph was here with us~ cant help it but if only she was ... still its an enjoyable day and i do wan say i love both of ya~ hope both of ur r/s will last...the joke we had has some truth in it..... oli walkin into road, dan pushin her away, me pushin dan away~~~~ con decending from sky giving holy aura to revive, we pushing one another in middle of road with car there watching and honking~Somehow my blog don't seem to be my memory lane only... It is so detailed that of those that had spent days with me can find theirs too XD
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:57 PM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Sunday... hmmm.. skipped my tao payoh training to go condrey's lesson with daniel. Waited for Condrey to arrive because of $10. Enter pool did freestyle under 1.30? oki.. relaxing but nevertheless manageable for me... daniel tried doing some and he did all pretty well except for long dist swim because he hasn't been swimming so if being trained tink he will be excellent. Since he gonna take the lesson soon, shall see the day he excel :)Theory i should be good? yea perhaps.. but i normally somehow manage to pass it with a yar i confirm know the correct thing so even though i may seem to know but in actual fact I am not sure~ Live demo.. yea.. expected i would be doing most of it but still not as much~ mostly he got do also :P daniel learnt plunging and he grew to like it like i like it. will he grow to love swimming ? hmmm... we shall see.. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..after which go home use computer but the whole day instead of using it i am more busy having disconnection problems. 5+ dan came my hse~ olivia was teased cos of afternoon but kinda overboard... it seems so :Shad session at fitness corner instead of bball court because there is some performance there... as we did our things, kids were all looking at us, and some joined, some laughed at con... nothing much except those turnings and hangin opp... realised its cos of fear when young that i am afraid to turn ...somehow i juz cant jump straight! and i got a problem.. spinning and jumping totally different directions... hai ...dinner at KFC at westmall... seems like battle going on.. almost two packets of fries not finished! haiz ... bought drinks at 7-11 for condrey.. he left for home while the rest of us go see kittens and cats being fed. her dad bought drinks for us and we quite a time finishing it. Not talking sense now but after leaving both of them, walked super slowly home... left them at 10.20 and i only reached hom at 11... by right i shld reach home by 10.35 latest already but somehow i managed to walk till 11 before reaching home... oh well ... Ai Mei
Truly Madly DeeplyQueen of My HeartNumb ...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:56 PM
Saturday, March 24, 2007
hmm... nothing much today~ just play and watch youtube den go life-saving where i was slacking quite alot.. after which,swam with ernest till 8.30pm.. 20laps to be specific..eat dinner and here i am :) thats all for today ... hahaz ..For those who might be interested why i had like swimming. First and foremost it is definitely not because of looking and oogling at gals... that has nv occur to me when i am swimming unless i am swimming leisurely with other guys where they will be the ones telling me~ Not that i am not a guy but rather i had my attention somewhere else. I had preferred swimming among other sports because i believed that it is one of the sports where i will be able to train almost all my muscles groups. The feeling of being in the pool too, you don feel the ground for you are always floating. It gives me the feeling of flying in the air where you can turn and fly without touching the ground. It is a place where i normally would de-stress when i find no other methods because in the pool, no one can hear u when u scream, no one can see clearly if you are crying whatsoever when you are swimming... somewhere where I can totally release everything without anyone knowing. Which is why i don look at girls because i am seriously more interested in swimming more than anything else. anyway quite a waste of time to look at girls too ... unless ... ... ... ...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 9:33 PM
Friday, March 23, 2007
Morning totally don't feel like going to school so played and watched anime till afternoon when olivia called to say she had reached the rink. Thought it was weird for her to b afraid of calling dan but to only realised later that it is because phone was cut off not because he hang up. So reached the rink and it was so empty! Somehow the boots don't feel right today especially my left boot. By the end of the day it cause me more blisters. Did, crossovers, edges, backcross overs, waltz jump! fav still back cross :)While resting for the resurfacing in the afternoon, saw laika!!! :) other than her also got jonathan, huiyi and sitian who looks so excited~ hahaz...so of the name list whom i said i long time nv see and missed are coming true sia... hope that all will come true :) :) :)had KFC for dinner at the rink bought by olivia's brother and after skating went to eat KFC with condrey again.. hahaz... it was barely 2 hrs.. then took a bus home because my legs were kinda pain and tired and reached home? eat laksa for supper! in less than an hour have supper.. hahaz.. but still i am not getting any much fatter :)kinda lotsa :) today~ mayb its a good day afterall :) anyway its influenced to use :) still rmb the times when i just stepped into the rink as NP CCA... hahaz... oh well ... that was the times .....
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:44 PM
ThursdayMorning SB training.Camp tour around school.Had fries.watched a bit of movie in room.did painting.played games.went crazy.went convention centre.met taz, bobbie, daniel, justin, angela and someone who can recognise me fom FOC.waiting for bus approached by christains.ran home.NCAP 1.melissa early.great dinner.cheers the biscuit.home.melissa tot saw 'thingy' on car when its actually me~end.
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 6:02 AM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
WednesdayWent to school early in the morning supposedly to practice for performance but rong de was late and had to wait for an hour plus=.= lucky when 30mins late and while waiting, went to roof top to listen to music and enjoy the breeze. So i was the role of the king and we had a dry run of the performance. Received msg that i no longer need to attend the budget proposal thingy so i went home at 1.30pm instead. 4pm went swimming at clementi pool and since my first time there was quite lost when reached there. Jerome my only companion. then the small kids and andy~ training was pretty slack maybe because today is technique day. i said slack because they get to rest whenever they wan and apparantly almost any stroke they wan...oh well~ i tink i swam 50m fly and got 40s? omg...so slow !!!!!!!!!!!!!! whicheva~After swimming wanted to go eat dinner at either cck or je~ but the buses that came were just full of ppl~ 3 absolutely full of ppl de bus188 and because jerome had wanted to go cck so we missed a number of buses to je too~ so in the end at je, we had KFC first before going to the food court for our second round. Banditto meal followed by curry chicken rice then ice-cream float. KFC i spilt my drinks=.= curry chicken rice was ok~ ice-cream float totally not nice to drink...ew~ cause my stomach to be upsetted :P (yea..improper eng but wad3va..)took a walk home again~ but this time round crazily walk home~ did stupid things and give stupid stares on the way home~ crazily high lars~finally reach home ... so rested lor~ feel awkardly wrong~
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 12:25 AM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Supposed to go to school today but in the end can't be bothered to get out of my house to go to school to do nothing so had rather stayed at home to play and watch anime. Yeah... once again phone was cut off near 1.15am...cursed time for the singtel phone aR? hahaz..jkjk ..had came up with a plan. An evil plan. a selfish one. In the end its not going to be carried out, modified it and shared it but still i aren't getting response....-. . -.-. . -. - .-.. -.-- .. .... .- ...- . -... . . -. ...- --- .. -.. --- ..-. ..-. . . .-.. .. -. --. ... ..--.. .. .- -- -. --- - ..-. . . .-.. .. -. --. .- -. -.-- - .... .. -. --. --..-- .... .- .--. .--. -.-- --..-- .- -. --. .-. -.-- --..-- ... .- -.. --..-- .-.. --- ...- . -.. --- .-. .-- .- -.. ... --- . ...- . .-. ..--.. ..--.. ..--.. .--- ..- ... - -. --- - .... .. -. --. ..--.. ..--.. ..--.. ... .... .- .-.. .-.. ... - .- .-. - - --- - .-. -.-- .-.. .- ..- --. .... .. -. --. --- -. .-.. -.-- .-- .... . -. .. ..-. .. -. -.. .. - ..-. ..- -. -. -.-- ..--.. ..--.. ..--.. this should be quite easy tooo :)
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:25 PM
Mondayhmm...morning go sch do a bit of painting. Wore semi formal because long time no wear and just wan to try out new ways of wearing mahx... but everyone today all see me like asking where i going wear till so formal... ask till i sian... muz go special occasion den wear de mehz ?So cant find olivia by phone since morning so in the end go room by room to search and found her practicing dance... no wonder nv pick up phone .. so left at 2.30 and met dan at je lib to supposedly do our proposal... managed to did some then we play 'youdontknowjack' when steph arrives...noticed the change of sudden organisation and interests.... ... ... scary ...went pizza for dinner n tok a while...den go home..walk home... hmm... dno wad else to say now........
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 12:30 AM
Monday, March 19, 2007
SundayLate post cos reached home late ...Morning went for tao payoh training ... did sprintings and somehow unable to sprint...cant feel the water any more... end of training we were allowed to jump the diving boards from the 1m and 3m boards only though~ At first was kinda scared when just standin at the top of the 3m board but on second try i literally jumped... feeling got more excited but no more tries...Went burger king to eat because jerome wants to watch the superstar audition. Go home after which... On the way home, somehow the atmosphere i felt was very quiet... it does not feel like a sunday... there don't seem to be many people on the street, roads don't seem to be busy with vehicles, all just seems quiet... watch a movie and played 2hrs before meetin them to go for land training... push ups, push ups, and more push ups, some lying on hand thingy, turns, daniel tried handstand instead of diamond push ups but instead just brought some endless laughter to us esp to condrey.. rather for the whole time condrey is completely amused... for today :)ended, they sang and select music i just stone...all the way till dinner at KFC... nothing's wrong with me and definitely not cos of steph too ( I guess... ) i tink that i may just be trying to tink of something... had two piece for dinner though not full but fair enuf~ talked after that abt condrey's life then had some test on olivia and there goes condrey laughin his tears out...yea i was quiet all along because usually i just listen and have my own analysis... i usually don voice them out just in case i say smth wrong... seems like daniel studied women more than me :) finally someone i can learn from :)took bus 174 home... did pop quiz... somehow both of u now bringing me memories of my past... but no wry, it aren't affecting me alot neither does it not affect me at all... by the way the jokes.. guess u all did realised i didn't laugh at it that much too nor react to it fast, somehow i don't find it farnie... my reaction was more like ok... so wads farnie? when i noe wad is, i still can't find the reason to laugh but i laughed because of condrey laughing too actually and the reaction u all had on olivia's reaction...walked home and today there's dan to send olivia home :) decided to walk the longer and darker route...perhaps feeling down but over what i do not know... searching for an answer myself ...long time since i see my frens............. laika, Estels, GR2, 4/3, 2/5, 6A(though not my class), TA07.... long time ... ... ...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 12:00 AM
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Hmmmm.... only slpt at 7+ am because was playing for the entire night!!! Must be crzy already... anyway woke up at 8.20 and started to get ready to go to JE lib to supposedly finish up proposal. Knew it... je lib where got so early open one... so end up in JEC mac lor...saw siqi there and she totally can't see me when she is right in front of me! As she was blocking my way, she actually stopped and wait for me to pass den walk yet she doesn't noe its me! OH well....So Olivia and Daniel was there already ... and we kinda waited for condrey.... somehow proposal aren't going well lars ... cant seem to do it properly one... Olivia keeps thinking that I am getting angry when i did not at all !!! :S why sia... 10.45 decided to have breakfast so went to buy wif daniel... finally siqi saw me :) and she was very surprised~ hahaz... say she cannot recognise me already...hahaz...quite true oso lars... i look so different from secondary school...bet she didn't know i was the referee for her class's finals for frisbee that day ...hahaz...kk...so finish eating and instead of continue prposal, somehow attention was turned to choosing songs for programme. I've got no idea nor preference for any song for any programme! Usually i fit to the song rather than it fit to me unless it gets real bad.. hahaz... so we left at noon... went for lunch with jonn and con at S11... yes~! not long after 2 hrs of big breakfast meal, i went to eat with them and i had chicken chop! Quite a big plate sia but still i finished all... then go home, play.... talk on phone... (who else can i tok on phone with ...hahaz....) suddenly at 4.30 receive condrey's weird call asking if i had told me sister already ... i was like huh? er.. okie... and the whole short talk was to have us reach the pool on time. Weird! why of all sat suddenly only today call.. hahaz.. anyway guess he reached the poool too early..maybe thats why... slacking away for the life-saving lesson...went home dinner play............. hahaz ....... sian.. still got NCAP, driving theory and life-saving to study.... study study study... weeeee....man is tis holiday ???
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 7:30 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
Went to school to do some painting. Quite ok lars.. at least today something to really do ... So that gal who treated me waffle was sarah.. tink so... she treated oso partly cos she ate some of it when helping me to buy i guess.. hahaz.. then theres wei xia and xiu feng, benjamin and one other guy's name... dno .. Left at 3pm and met justin. den go home.... haiz...had so many dots cos u all went ice-skating i oso dno :Snight reach home and played but stupid event caused me to keep getting dc-ed. Got the theory book finally and now one more book to study ... hai ...shoulder no longer feel the acute pain... regaining health i guess....
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:50 PM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
I've actually stopped reading people's blog for quite some time partly because I am getting quite busy and tired with all my trainings and things... I forgot to mention in the previous post that I was selected for the ' Early Bird ' self selecting timetable thingy. Somehow among, the 4 of us, only i was selected and I was the latest to submit among the four of us. I wonder how they select ....... i passed all my subjects too... or rather modules.. dno...frankly speaking, un-interested.So so so... wanted to slp at 3+ am too but because almost have to wake up to go swimming also so decided not to. However, I had to fall aslp at 6.30 when I am supposed to do something at 6.45... woken up by fren's sms at 7.55 and was shock. Because I am already late and I did not do wad i had said i will do. Smsed not daring to call cos afraid bsy, not knowing what to say. No response.. oh well.. hope not angry... Luckily fren delayed time to swim at 8.15...The swim wasn't training but rather he is trying out his long distance timing though and having me as companion. So reached, into pool, swim!30laps we swam and i was leading for 15laps but slowly he began to overtook. Some other guy was swimming beside us too and he seems to be pacing us. No matter how fast we pull we can't seem to win his slow and strong pulls. At the end of our 30laps. Jia Long did 24++ and me 25++ mins... so that guy turned out to be used to be from Clementi SSA 20yrs ago??? oh well... so we left and he left for school. Played a little while before going to school.Camp stuff? Cut papers... untangle... rest of the time slack and play and watch movie.... happy feet, monster in law, death note 2... previous day was night museum...aiya...its movie marathon during our work..hahaz...xiu xiu they all went high and crazy making farnie noises and actions.. playing childish games. frenly they are but i guess i aren't got the mood to respond well... all i did was juz smile and turn away.... k v bad of me but i dno... dno wad to talk, cant talk... by the way everyone in the room are girls...except for me and rong de....got free waffle... v much thanks and many times had invited me to join the play and conversation u all had but i had subsequently kinda rejected...haiz...left at 5.30 taking bus 61 home. Finally i get to go home myself after school. Been long... Sounds weird but i kinda enjoyed every moment of it. the surrounding, the people, the reactions... i took my time to go home and only reached at 6.25pm...rested a while and headed to my NCAP lesson... had an interesting lecturer today and indeed he had summarised the lectures for us and hinted very obviously. He did manage to get the lecture two way where he is not the only one talking. Break time bee hoon was quite nice too... at least it is not super dry although melissa and me got kinda choked on it for a while...she choked on it right after i got mine..hahaz...got a clearer pic of who is the figure skater cheryl...home? dad fetch... haiz... he came all the way from home just to wait and drive me home....on the way home i was thinking of writing wad i wanted to mum and hopefully she understands but now... lazy... find it pointless... cant be bothered that much anymore...gnihtyreve ni epoh gnisol ma i
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:24 PM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Woke up today and took my time to get prepare to go to school to help out in the camp thing. Didnt realli do much there lars... watch movie... did some planning for booth decoration and soon left at 4pm. Hui Ling alighted at hse.... pretty obvious lying but xj there so worried as eva.. hahaz ... bought KFC to eat on the way. Waited for huiling to catch up with us and attempted to scare her...THey played ddr at my house and later late night they changed game to tekken force 3... potential player, eddy player, bear player... then go dinner with my family and thats when suffering begins... now they know why i can eat so much :)
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:25 PM
TuesdayWoke up to find difficulty in moving my right shoulder... It is hurting with every movement and I am not feeling very well too. Tried to do some rotation but it is not helping very much...Around noon went ice-skating with Daniel and Condrey. For the entire day, we are just doing one foot glide only with occasional rest and other footwork. Glide...glide...an more gliding... Daniel had to do it well today before he gets to align his boots and in the end he did it :)Had felt like vomitting before entering the rink but was okay after a while...shoulder gets a bit better...mistaken the call from HOME to be from my own home ( no mistake abt it..call from home in my phone is not my home number...hahaz...) had ice-cream float. Helped daniel to buy his dinner as he continues to skate after i leave for my course. had his boots handed over to russell and he used rental skates to skate. Cheryl suddenly ask me if i going NCAP later and i say yupz and she jumped away. I wonder how she know I am wilson though~ hmm... 7pm left and its raining heavily. Feeling tired and all I begin to feel sick and headache. C.kunalan is our lecturer for today and as only 50% had turned up at 7.30, he allow us to eat first and start only at 7.45. Kinda surprised to see Yao Wen when i enter the seminar room. So for entire lecture, he likes to emphasize on self-esteem and as usual, flashes lotsa articles frm the papers, magazines...tink he finds it that showing evidence is the most pratical things. He had indeed caught some ppl's attention in the room as he does crack jokes. However melissa didn't... because she can't see and as he is using microphone where is speaker is situated far in front when we sitting at the back, it didn't sound very clear to us. Me? I am just trying to stay focus. fatigue, lethargic...Upon reaching home, I just collapse on my bed. No will to get up to do anything at all even though i had wanted to do lotsa things. Eat, drink, play, blog, msn, sms, forum....all just going thru in the mind with no strengths to do them at all...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:23 AM
Monday, March 12, 2007
Morning couldn't wake up for morning run!!! So in the end go swimming pool slack with eugene at 10am.Leaving at about noon without much swimming mainly because he wanted to sun tan for breakfast at KFC before going home for my lunch. Played and packed my cupboard loads of clothing. Am taking my time to pack them though... brought them all out yesterday and now finally settle the clothes that are hanging... left the folded ones......haiz.. wads next? dno ...not much mood to blog now~~Tink got my right shoulder injured.. all cos of butterfly..
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:53 PM
SundayLate post again because reached home very late and also sister was using my laptop.Early morning reached Singapore Sports School early for my one and only 50m butterfly event alone because my friend's event were much later so they only arrive at 9am. Did warm up with jerome teo they all and somehow, the feeling was not right. I cannot feel the pull, the push, the fly, the energy the power! Nothing feels right. Till my event and still the same. Tried to focus but cannot really do so. Lane 1 is where i am and off I go. I felt myself anyhow swimming and i did not breathe at all till after 25m. Last part... my arms gave way... strength was gone...determination kinda gone too..Its at the last 10m that I got caught up and got myself 33sec... Fast many would say but my best was 32! and 33s got me last in the overall event, not even meeting the QET.Although i did very well for freestyle personally, but I am only 39th position out of abt 47 participants? Long way to go and if my improvement rate is constant i guess i will be moving up the positions in no time!Tiring day~Auntie nancy then gave us a lift home. Wei Pei whole family came and he was 0.3s off his QET. Jerome did well for 1st lap but 2nd lap cost his race. I had lunch at the coffee shop near my house with cherie they all before going home.Watch some anime and played for 30mins before meeting daniel they all to go for off ice session at the basketball court near jonn's house which is now opposite my house ?? Did drills at the bball court and its very tiring! Guess its been too long since i last do them... sit-ups.. oh great...ages...ages since i did them...Realised theres buffet at the RC and where my family members were. Ate right after my exercises. Daniel somehow manage to get food too. After which, I headed home to take a bath before heading to westmall to watch 300. Yeah...i was wearing RSAF shirt, Condrey is of age and dan looks mature enough :) We had kway chap before going for the movie. The movie was great up till the ending. The way how the 300 soldiers died. A bit too abrupt. The way how none of them died after killing at least 4 waves of enemies and each wave at least a few hundreds and all to only just die in less than a few minutes. However the rest of it is nice and the story is all about what the title says..300 ..300 best soldiers...Reached home and i start to take al my clothing out of my cupboard hoping to rearrange everything...but now I am only barely 1/4 thru when i have already cleared more than 20 shirts....Endurance is vital. To overcome it, believe in this....PaIn Is AnOtHeR fOrM oF eNtErTaInMeNt..its all in the mind...its all in the mind....
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 1:18 AM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
A very tiring day~Did nothing much. Rested whole day and playing for only about like 1hr before going for Life-saving lesson.Somehow what jasmine says doesn't really happen for every lesson... Anyway Yao Wen took our class. Jia Long did not come because he has taken the 100m freestyle relay for NAG. Long time never see chang yuan... tired me just slacking as much as I can and during towing just didn't have the strength and I kept drinking water. Was thinking maybe I am in much more trouble than the victim.. hahaz... I actually choke on the water while attempting to do a chin tow on the way back... too tired le lar.. EAR on the move... Chin tow restrict...one of the few things newly learnt. Got the lesson price for Ice-skating from condrey but actually already saw it on the net .. so ... dno lars...juz take lors.. Reached home and here I am now more sleepy than ever. Going to sleep as soon as i settle my things...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 8:05 PM
Friday
Just reached home at like 12.15am resulting in blogging so late ... hahaz... Think its gonna be quite a long entry~ quite alot of things happening~~Kk.. so I had woken very late today and was late for the meeting at Jurong East MRT Station. Supposed to meet 6.30am but I woke up at 6.25am? Rushed and mum drove me there luckily reaching at about 6.35am and the rest of them kinda just reached too.Its Commonwealth Secondary School Games day and I am going to help them by being an umpire for the frisbee games. So we boarded bus 66 where almost every other buses heading towards CCAB were flooded with commonwealthians. We were like so late and I was wondering how people NJC and ppl were late for their schools or work because of Commonwealthians flooding the bus right from the bus interchange...Anyway.. As usual, Timothy Reu Nonis and Alvin just cannot stop talking and arguing about everything and nothing. Jokers~ Reached there and we are each allocated to our on games.shuan, nicolas and me went for the frisbee at the hockey pitch. They did the whistling while i only did timing. Mr Lim did a demo for us for the 1st game~Wanted to do the whistling umpiring too but later they wanted to do it so i continued my job of timing ...Then they need more ppl at the other game and i went to help :) BUT, to realise that they say i am not fit to be umpire bla bla bla... standing to what I think is correct, i continued my way and I was indeed right but they who were wrong... they have been playing the games with the wrong rules all along! oh well~ the unhappy them complained so much so in the end, Mr Lim took over for the next game and same result but they didn't even dare to make any noise... HA! Told u i am umpiring correctly!So~ everything finally ended around 10.45am...went to lounge to eat something and slack around. Go field play card games waiting for the last soccer match to finish... finally they are done and one boy had to get injured while trying to move the goal post to the designated area. Weird though... about 10 boys carrying it and only one got injured .... I was the first to notice the injured boy though :) Rushed there tried to help him but i get no responses but soon the teachers came so he was left to them... Red cross~ where you all disappear to =.= Didn't see them attending to the boy till like at least 20mins later ... luckily the boy had physical abrasion with the goal post i guess...After we are done, gotten our souveniers from mr lim, and we headed to MR. PRATA opp to have some drinks... Thinking that it was near NUS, i brought them the wrong way and detour till we end up taking taxi to westmall=.= SRY! Walked home and I rested till 4pm before going to Singapore Sports school for my NAG~The swimming pool is indoor and everything there is so cool and perfect for sports! well.. its not a sports school for nothing yea? hahaz..but the water is freezing cold!!!!! swam lotsa warm up~ the longest warm up for swimming i guess... but my event is onli at like 7+ when i started warm up at 5.45? too early.. so i warmed up again at 1 event before mine...50m freestyle is what I took. Qualifying time is 29.15seconds. My personal best so far was 30.3 seconds but my target is to hit 28s. First whistle: walk next to the plunging board. Second whistle: Stand on plunging board.Take your mark: Get ready. Horn goes: Plunged and kicked as hard as possible and pull as hardas i can in the fastest way possible! 25m... my limit reaching but I did not give up~ i pushed myself to maintain faster~ 35m! final 15m! Final push!!! I struggled a bit but nevertheless just whacked! touched. 28.6seconds! ha~ at least i am first in my own heat XD Overall winner for my event was some guy named russell or smth... he did 23.56 or .96 forgot but its like woah! So fast lars! Oh ya~ i have slow reaction.. i onli plunged off at like 1.04s later ??? haiz.. needa increase reaction time lars ....JiaLong did 29.49. Brendan 28.59. Jerome Teo 25.55. everyone struggled for their 200m freestyle~Had maggie noodles after showering in the warm water~ So refreshing~Everything ended only at 10.30pm. Took bus to causeway point and had out dinner at BK before taking the last bus 187 home.Yupz... expected.. proposal was rejected...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 12:52 AM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Morning went for training which is a very easy training with minimum resting time of 1min 30 secs! Bought arena trunks for $17 from coach.Went home and started to try and finish my proposal for ice-skating, watch anime and play. So much to understand and plan. Lookin at what should be done is kinda scary and imagining it somehow got the scenerio worst. Finally finished it after many hours BUT what I had written is only a few lines ... Guess I was too brief and didn't dare to state out everything in fear that I may not be able to accomplish them... got a feelin it will be rejected and to be re-done or mine will not be submitted at all~ nvm... shall wait for a reply or smth =SDue to the back ache which becomes pain, i sat on the massage chair to use com for abt an hour ? felt better but not totally. Dinner i guess had LJS bought by mum.. once again they send me for course~Mr Ho, the concepts he says just consistently reminds me of Mr Quek. They are mostly the concepts and strategies used by him. From today's lecture, I truly begin to understand what Mr. Quek had once gone through and tried to do to instill the values, motivation and positive attitudes in the athletes... indeed, he has done that to almost all of us... 4/3s.... x-ctry runners...home... p fetch again... petrol station... gotta slp early and rest well! big competition coming up tml!女人善变的是脸,男人善变的是心。
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:09 PM
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
早上去游泳的感觉非常好。尤其是在游蝴蝶式的时候,我感觉得到飞的滋味。接着,我就赶着去溜冰。万万也没想到他们既然没有去。起初,我想自己一个人溜可是竟然苏映要我陪她去买礼物我就答应了。回到家里放了东西就去帮朋友买些手套拿去学校。可怜的她把日期搞错了,浪费了保贵的时间也拿不到十块钱。吃鸡饭有了多一碗免费的饭。去买礼物后我就回家了。公主小妹阿。。。你还是始终忘了上网。。。
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:28 PM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Not a very good day. For the entire night, I did not sleep well at all, turning around in my bed not entering any deep sleeps at all. Finally gave up trying to sleep when the sun rose and get prepared to go to school.
On the way to school, was really pissed. Felt like shouting out, why bother sending me to school, just let me go myself lars ! Something she said just make me wanted to shout it more but i managed to endure throughout the journey although every word she says is making me more agitated.
As usual, when alighting, without turning my head or a word of goodbye, slammed the door quite hard but not very hard. approaching the class where we did out IDs...
Didn't rmb their names well but there were jennifer, xiu xiu, weixiang?, kevin?, k...cant make out the rest... so none of u gonna turn up ehz? wad loads of crap when u said ok to be frens after it ended... guess i am not regretting it anymore wif my decisions... Had McDonald for lunch and they gave wrong things for our drinks and called back but they only gave us the missing medium sprite... oh well.. Kinda sux...
We did 100 arm band and necklaces... not a lot for the day i guess... anyway while we were discussing somethings, I thought i felt my fren keep kicking my chair but when i turn to look, nothing was even touching my chair but the feeling was still there so i didn't care about it. After a few mins later, someone came into the class saying that we are supposed to have evacuated from the building because there were tremors.... so we evacuated and shortly after we reached downstair, we could go back already =.= so wad i felt was the tremors.....hmmm...
there was a second tremor but i didnt feel it this time...and i left the place at 5.15pm..
Reached home and after a short rest, headed out for my NCAP theory course. and thats when the prob comes again. Why must you dad wan mum to go when u drive me to anywherE ?!?!?!? and why mum do u still wan to go when u compain that you don wan to and still got many other things to do? FOR your sake, my sake, heaven's sake or whos3va! just don go and let me go myself lars!!!!!!! why have to change your plans to go shopping or just wander around aimlessly there to wait for my lesson to finish?
so lesson was quite ok lars... a few things already noe and just a few more detailed information. steward and melissa are the only people i know. crappy drawings on the notes during the talk...break time was beehoon and chicken wings... lesson ended abruptly because he cannot finish on time. Details all missed =.=
So someone managed to say it outloud to me finally... or maybe they just have different thinking from the others... when she said it, i felt like saying 'f' back but i just smiled back and wave goodbye..... board the car and she asked they not hitching a ride? i explained and she says if u like it... i wanted to say wad i like it.. its them lor but her HP has to ring and nothing else i can say...
she knows it yet she avoids it like she doesnt noe... Not that i like to be fetched where ever i go but she insist... maybe to show that she cares for her son bla bla bla... but wads her true motive ?to know where i go and who i met lors...in other words? spy on me... damn it... all 'ur' fault for landing me in this trouble... I doubt that 'you' even know that I am talking about 'you'.
the hypocrites look i just can't stand it! I wonder.... i really wonder.... when...when...when can i just go myself... why so superstitous... why so many ulterior motives even towards ur own family members...
there more to say but i dno how to say it, i don wan to say it, i don wish to say it and i cant say it. These are juz some vague problems meaning they aren't in details yet... freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:00 PM
Monday, March 05, 2007
Hmmm... Woke up relatively early with all my back muscles and thighs, hamstrings aching. Nevertheless... Still went for morning jog with Eugene. Short distance I shall say... only from my house bus-stop to westmall's McDonald before we walk home.Slpt again when I reached home because was still quite tired and with all my muscles aching, I don't feel like doing anything. Settle some stuff and played a little while before XiaoJun and HuiLing came my house to watch protege. Unexpected scenes and low quality VCD I shall say but the show is quite ok...just that the drug dealer seems so ...erm... careful yet careless... hahaz.. sry for the behaviour/attitude I have been showing to 'glow' ... guess i am just tired ..moodless.. dno but I'm sry...Went for training right after swimming where I got the urge to be doing my best. Starting was still warming up. With the blister I entered the water and swim feelin my skin getting peeled off anytime soon. After many laps when my hands were too tired, I had no choice but start kicking and since I am getting tired, feelings go numb. No pain felt anymore from my blister. freestyle start to feel myself cutting through and butterfly I started to feel myself literally flying. The feeling is great and it spurs me on. Last part of training is swim 15m with plunging. Freestyle constant around 9 secs while butterfly constand around 9.6 sec. I need to get faster!On the way home, suddenly was thinking of all the things that I am gonna do. The conclusion was something like... You are 18yrs old now Wilson. Its about time you stop hidding your skills or wad3va you have. Time to show your true colours! Show them what you can really do. However, on second thoughts i modified that line by adding a few more words... Show it to them slowly... Haha...tat is a pretty bad second thought... wad3va the case, I am going to try to kick my bad habits and start to excel. I hope i can keep to it with self-discipline... I have the knowledge, just practice them! I can do it if I do what I think is right... What condrey says are all correct but its just the way he deal with it and express it. Yupz, choice of words, methods of encouragement. I am gradually beginning to understand your way of doing things ...I tend to do what people do when I understand why they do things a certain way... thats what I realised recently... hmmmm ....The day ended as usual, using laptop till I sleep...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 8:49 PM
Guess I just realised one bad thing I am having. The fear of trying to be a rich person. Reason being that I do not want to cultivate the behaviour and attitude of them where they mainly become proud and all that you can think of when you have the money. The thing is that you character changes along with it and sometimes unknowningly which is what I fear and do not want to happen. I am afriad I am unable to be sensitive to those who are not as rich or anything, I do not want. I see it more or less in my parents. Though it may not be obvious but to me it is.I don wan to be like them I hope I wont be like them.And because of this I think it is kinda affecting me from progressing. I didn't dare to speak much because all I mostly do is to listen and observe and if possible absorb. Knowledge I now know that I have most of it but the problem is putting it into practice. I know it because it has been proven once and again at almost everything I do. I know I am supposed to do this but I end up doing something else and when I know I am not supposed to do that I will do just that somehow eventually. Do I have a choice? I guess not much. Go for it and be more aware of what is happening to me. speak up! Voice out!
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 9:21 AM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Went for NUS Biathlon today morning at east coast park~ Saw Mr Quek.. he still look the same..so i did quite bad...even though i got 8th was not really happy with my timing. 400m swim and 2.5km run i finished in 19.12mins and my swim time is 7.57 mins? So my run is slow and so is my swim ! nvm ... too bad top 10 no price :( Got a blister at my left heel because didn't wear shoe properly when running =.= stupid...Jerome 16th all because he was taking his own sweet time at the transition area. Jia Long's swim time was good! 6mins + onli ... So we went to Lot 1 to have lunch after washing up before heading home. Slacked around and play for a while before meeting Daniel and Olivia to go for off ice session. Did lotsa stretchin which i always wanted to do and was fun! handstand single arm.... bridge.... splits on chairs.. russian split... spirals... can say its overall fun ... and realised jonn moved to my house vicinity! now every direction i walk from my house will be my fren's house!dinner at ahjitsu ramen? hmmm ... guess i don realli like to eat ramen ....Thank You. no grudge no nothing :)
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:31 PM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Hmmm... had breakfast at coffee shop after lesson before going home to watch some anime. Then played for alittle while before resting to go for life-saving lesson. Lesson abit different today, have to draw the heart circulation, air route to lungs and the blood cells thingy. Water works only did clothing tow and deep water resusitation. Poor Jia Long, guess he did too much tumbleturn, keep doing that when he is supposed to do head first surface dive~! hahaz... and i tink my stradle jump v bad ... too long nv do le ars ... now anyhow do de :P After lesson go eat McDonald.. Surprisingly Brendan came along ... so.. there were the common people .. Richard, Jasmine, Eugene and me.. Plus WeiXing and my sister and surprising people are Brendan and Zhang Jia. So... was pretty weird when choosing where to sit. And pretty obvious~ only weixing and me tried to talk to Brendan while the rest.. ya.. those who were there knows ... Was a very full meal maybe because I just exercised thats why cannot eat much... one meal plus 6 piece nuggets wif upsized fries.. all along, Brendan just keep talking about NAG~! Juz cant leave that topic ... and what i don like him saying is that he is going to sabotage Jerome and maybe Jia long =.= Like wth lars... Andy has chosen you to swim for the events and relays juz swim your best lars ... Why wan go sabo people =.= People want to be in the team also no chance and yet you are there trying to run away =.=So... finally going home, and now here bloggin jiu go slp le.. tml still got NUS biathlon .... taking part in the Bi-Lite event where I have to swim 400m in the sea and run about 2km... will be taking place at east coast park there~ so~~ have to like wake up very early because have to be there by 8.30am! Hope everything goes well tomorrow~ Good Nights! :)
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:28 PM
Friday, March 02, 2007
What have I been doing for the whole of today? Nothing much actually... or rather I will say nothing... Wake up play? after an hour plus already lost the mood to play. Wanted to watch anime but those I want to watch not released yet. So just clicking and typing away aimlessly until 5+ when i decided to go sch for training despite knowing that the rain will prevent me from training though... learnt to play the soccer game ... dno wad is it call :S whichever .. i noe can liaoz :P play till 6+ den they decide to go town for dinner, me? i go home lars... eat dinner and slowly begin to do something... something is better than nothing and aimlessly ... operation ceased... hope ceased... voice ceased... courage ceased... confidence ceased... motivation ceased... feelings ceased... thoughts ceased... brain ceased... heart ceased... nahz... life not ceased yet... don mind tis.. its onli temporary.. hahaz ...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 9:45 PM
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~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:29 AM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Slept like 5am once again and only wake up at 8.30am. Still raining heavily and cannot go for training :(Operation starts. Long awaited moment arrived in the afternoon. Actions taken. Collecting Data. Some weird encounters. Late afternoon, made my way all the way to 210 Stadium Road. Somewhere near Aljunied there.. the McDonald and KFC there. Or should I say Kallang? nvm.. go there just to take 2 books from SSC. Ironic thing that I find is that Sports supposedly is healthy living lifestyle and yet it is located right next to 2 fastfood restaurants? Testing the people to practice self-discipline arS? hahaz... frankly speaking was tempted to eat when reached lars... haha..Got my manuals for NCAP theory 1 ( National Coaching Accreditation Programme ) and dad had to go change tyre at Bukit Merah~ while waiting suddenly felt something hairy touch my legS! eks! slowly turning my head realised it is a big dog! K, kinda shock but didn't show it at all, I just walk away~~when leaving, the dog once again was just standing near the door of the backseat. Argh, does it like me so much? needa send me off by watching me board the caR? was afriad that it will jump onto the car when i open the door lars....Read through the first few topics and realised that its pretty easy, mostly are common sense or already been some drilled by Mr Quek before~Reached home, 2nd phase of operation before going for Taekwondo~ Boring lesson as always~ did onli 500 skipping after lesson then go home already. Guess today gonna slp late again...shall pei sis :)
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:36 PM