Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Slpt late and woke up quite late too. Watch some shows today and played a little too. Around 3.30pm Wei Pei came my house because he was too early for training and its raining. Soon Jerome came too because training does not seems to be starting and it is still raining heavily.In the end, the 3 of use played DaiDi at my house instead of going for training. It is raining anyway. Losers did some physical exercise :) 6pm had our last game and weipei went home while Jerome and me made our way to NUS under the guidance of weipei which took pretty long :S Anyway we reached and managed to find the place. Got our things and we took extra goodie bag! By mistake lars... Jerome thought his fren taking part in relay mahx...Went home taking bus 188. Memoriesss....haiz...nvm..so Jerome change bus at my house there and met my sis. To avoid going to westmall too i decided to go home 1st ..blehz! well...whole of today no training ... have to go tml already lars ... oh ya.. skipped my dinner ~~~ didn't know where to eat and don't feel like eating alone.Thought of a way to solve the problem. Not sure it will work though but i shall try nevertheless... will be doing it alone. i dreamt of u 2 nights ago...i guess i do get worried...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 9:04 PM
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
hmmm... no plans for the day or rather no mood for any much plans. So? play lor... 6.30pm still hestitating to go for training but in the end go and my kicking still haven improve much :(Jia Long going for Adam Khoo course for the following days so not gonna come for training. Adam Khoo 3days course... brought back memories... the time when everyone cried, when almost all became very motivated to study,when i first got hugged... bla bla bla... :)Somehow I got a feeling that its the other way round.Royals. When one in trouble the others are affected more or less.
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 9:39 PM
Monday, February 26, 2007
In the end, I slpt at about 5am waking up at 5.40am to go for run with Eugene. Were running so fast that we cannot last for too long and also he had to go to school so did little exercises and went off.Got home rested and caused myself to be late for meeting Hui Ling. Went Vivo with Zhi Kai, Xiao Jun, Hui Ling for a movie. Zzz..dno didn't noe why vivo oso :S went home after which where i go swimming training. Jasmine came too and of cos, no events coming up for her doubt she will go for training.Reach home eat and play. then? dno wads next. Everyone just seems so troubled. Bad bad bad... dno wad to do ....
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:36 PM
4am in the morning still awake. Was too engrossed in reading a story that Nicole sent through her mail. Definitely was touched by the story although 3chapters were missing but sufficient. Want to read it to? http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou.htm though it only took 2hrs for me to finish reading, i was discussing stuffs with a few of my friends. Yea, maybe I do know what should be done but I didn't dare stay by the person side. I do not know if I am needed neither do I dare to probe further. Maybe I am even afraid to get too close. afraid to say/do the wrong thing. Didn't want that to happen.~the slight difference in understanding~
~the fear~
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 4:03 AM
Sunday, February 25, 2007
-Kang Sheng came visiting! -relatives came visiting too..-played whole day..-dinner opp coffee shopthats all... hmmm...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:06 PM
SaturdayJust reached home only~ hahaz...Hmmm...Went for lesson in the morning bought string for the broken one. Can't side read the notes yet.. haiz.. whats next? mapling whole day which I got literally tired of it by 2pm. First time this had happened to me. So I was just clicking aimlessly and finally just lie on my bed for an hour before we go for dinner at grandma's house.Went for life-saving and we were on time because dad drove us there. Condrey was our tester for today~! A mock test for our coming test. Oh well... as usual his way of testing is giving some twist in the normal things that we do and still as always and the same conclusion, our group can't adapt well enough... nothing happened to those who came later than 5.10pm though he said they are gonna get screwed and nothing happened to me when he say I am in serious trouble~ Oh well~ hahaz ... some things you can escape one you noe ? :PEnded exactly at 7pm and started to rush! Change and grab my stuff and to westmall to wait for JiaLong... (thought he would be early =.=) So based on my memory of the map and our powerful sense of direction we managed to get to Uncle Joey's house without anyone's help :) Sat a while like about 30mins and we left because he has badminton while I need to go ice-sakting. I don't know why but I actually said " let's take a TAXI". Can you believe it? I am one who prefer walking to taking a bus and here I am suggesting to take a taxi! Oh my~ influenced liao lars... bad bad bad ... Taxi driver seems friendly, but it appeared that he took Jia Long for a detour... awww.. poor guy~Entered the rink~ Feels kinda weird... lost my sense of skating... somehow all the festive seasons is beginning to feel much more meaningful and enjoyable~ Christmas at suntec ...... Valentine where the feeling of it is everywhere and CNY where kids enjoying themselves to the fullest and adults chatting to their hearts content. If only every year is like that at the least.Had dinner at the coffee shop before walking the long way home. Kinda weird today walking home. I literally don't feel like I am walking alone especially at the bridge flyover. ( That route is dark and rarely people walk there) Thinking that maybe I am just thinking too much~ I decided to ignore, the itch I felt, the weird sound I heard despite listening to my mp3 which was pretty loud. Reached home safe and sound :)
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 12:06 AM
Saturday, February 24, 2007
One of the songs I like listening to ~ ~ ~
Heartbreak Lullaby
In the still of the night
I can almost feel you lying next to me
Like it used to be
And it's hard to let go
When there's always something there reminding me
How things could be
I've tried to get you off my mind
I've tried to play my part
But every time I close to my eyes
You're still inside my heart
Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Every time we say goodbye
Why does it rain
Here in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What will it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby
Like the stars in the sky
You still keep on shining down your light on me
but out of reach
And I know that in time
You will come back to your senses, see the signs
And change your mind
I try to look the other way
And keep my heart on hold
But every time I'm close to you
I loose my self control
Chorus version 2
Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Give me just one good reason why...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 12:28 AM
Friday, February 23, 2007
Slept real early yesterday because I am really totally exhausted from the night training and I had to wake up at 5am in the morning today.
Eugene keep rejecting calls! Waited for about 30mins at McDonald and was thinking wether I should go jogging and if so in which direction to where. Finally decided to go towards Chua Chu Kang direction and Yew Tee was my targetted destination. Set off at 6am passing by Olivia's house den my grandma's, Bukit Batok sec, Timothy's, Chua Chu Kang MRT station was where I finally reached at 7am and was already losing motivation so I headed back home in a different route. Passing by PJC, Yu Mei Auntie's house, Swiss Cottage sec, Hillgrove Sec, WestMall and finally home. Some commotion going on at Chua Chu Kang MRT station there. Only knew some malay guy were shouting at the policemen and the policemen shouting back and everyone was trying to find out what happened but I just jogged of not in the least interested. Saw cherlyn near WestMall and she look so tired~ didn't even saw me walking pass her~ 1hr 45mins of running and walking~ should cover 10km... At least I ran for 1hr and walked for the remaining 45mins :)
Long run was good... It brings back memories and the feeling of the shirt being wet inside out feels kinda great. IT didn't even get dried yet after I had walked slowly in the windy morning for 45mins! Haha...Watched Deathnote anime before I washup and had my breakfast. Go online looking at blogs...
Afternoon went temple to bai tai sui~Reached home watched some Korean ghost movie whereby the people in this apartment will have sucide or something will happen at 9.56pm. But soon I have to go for my swimming training.
Training was not that tough today and was still manageable maybe because most of them are short distances and Wei Pei is back to accompany me :) After which bought a can of H2O before going home for dinner while waiting for Olivia's call which never seems come~
Finally at 7.30 it came with quite a surprising information. We are meeting at 7 plus at JP when I am still at home at 7.30?? Oh my~ kinda rushed down and reached by 8pm.... 1st time stepped into mos burger... 1st time going fren's hse for new year and 1st time giving surprises like this too! It went quite well~ Talked abit, then eat choco, ice-cream(thanks to nelson!) then go his room watch saw 3 in the dark until abt 10.30 when we had to go home. Luckily all took the same bus home and chit chatted a while nelson had to alight~ sent olivia home~ go home myself where I saw this very white face looking girl among 3 other guys. Amazingly white I tell you and she was looking at me. Kinda got freaked out at first ... hahaz..
Reached home and to find out that there is nobody at home! Argh! Don't know what to do, react or say. Its like now already 11.42 pm ?? No one is at home? Weird ! Cos I don even noe where everone went! K..fine... i kinda getting quite scared here~ I need someone to talk to ~ get me distracted~ Is there anyone ????
Didn't sleep well last night, waking up every other hour. I just realised yesterday night that my bolster has become redundant when I am sleeping. I felt uneasy and in fact I miss the feeling, the presence, the warmth. What I did was to only imagine... I can't have it back anymore but to only make do with my bolster which I once used to feel so comfortable with.
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:53 PM
I am supposed to do this as requested from Kang Sheng's blog......7 Weird Facts about me:
1. I can't sleep in the day unless I am too sick to even walk.
2. I usually perform better at competitions/tests than trainings.
3. I am able to find enjoyment in everything including studies.
4. I am not able to express what I always wanted to say
5. I tend to get easily influenced by the habit of the people around me.
6. I believe in giving more than receivin although I don't think I am always doing that
7. I've never really felt the feeling of jealousy/admiration/happy.7 Habits about me:
1. checking a few forums and blogs everyday.
2. turning on my laptop whenever I reached home.
3. use the floor or bed for my work instead of the table at home.
4. only tidy my room when I find it too messy or when people are visitin
5. releasing my energy, stress and all through sports especially swimming
6. opening the refrigerator in search for something to eat or drink but nothing seems appetizing
7. drawing and writing rubbish when I got no mood to do anything or bored.
7 Things about me:
1. I am quite tall but still I find it not tall enough
2. I have abdominal muscles but still I find it not good enough
3. I am told to have nice hairstyles but still I find it not perfect
4. I used to eat breakfast everyday without fail but nowadays .........
5. I am beginning to like nature and dislike man-made inventions or structures
6. I am losing interest in games...
7. I still don't visit friendster even though I have one :P
7 people/Groups OF People I love: (in no particular order)
1. 4D of YPS
2. CSS 4/3
3. SSA Queenstown
4. Estels
5. Condrey's Class
6. my mei-s and jie
7. and many more ...
7 people that i don't really like :
Don't think I have any now~~7 desires:1. people around me smiling from the bottom of their heart
2. more time for me to spend with all of my friends
3. to be able to do exactly what I am thinking/planning to do
4. understand human behaviour completely
5. show more interest in my family and relatives instead of friends only
6. to fly myself though its impossible~ haha...
7. to never grow up
7 People to Do This:(RaNdOm)
1.Hafizah
2.Olivia
3.Jia Long
4.Jasmine
5.Xiao Mei
6.Xiao Jun
7.Who ever read this and those who dno what to blog about:)
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:46 AM
Thursday, February 22, 2007
-Didn't really made any effort to go run in the morning...-Played whole day with sister's computer...-went swimming training at 7pm and there is where i almost died...tough training!-reach home too tired to eat dinner~ was doing everything halfway while having dinner~ including sleeping and eating~~
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:42 PM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
- skipped morning run- slack home all day playing watching shows- 4-6pm swimming training - no lib cos dno wad time ~~~- more play~ den slp~
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:18 PM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Finally finished all the visitings. Learnt many things as usual from all the visitings. Always something new... always enlightening... not gonna drag much... just few key things...- i look like my mum's younger bro as i grow older... many said and i strongly believe it myself....- some like my hairstyle...- i seem to be the most intelligent so far~ mayb cos i am the eldest.....- more handsome? oh well~ maybe thats what they say when they got nothing to say~ hahaz..- extra hong bao again~seems like we are only restricted to maple stuffs~ mayb i am suppose to set the mood and atmosphere right... be decisive wilson~ thought thru on the way home~ Gonna make a twist in life~ but the confidence level aren't there... trying to magnify it... nevertheless it is growing everyday~ hope the twist and turn will turn out effective~
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:17 PM
Monday, February 19, 2007
Sunday1st day of Chinese New Year, as usual we went shifu house den grandmother's house for breakfast before heading to malaysia where out great-grandparents are and where we will get to pay firecrackers and fireworks. Not bad ars...Watch fireworks le den play with it.. hahaz.. Unlucky tis year or wad i dno but not long after playing, Police was spotted! so rush the stuffs into the house and cannot play le... awww...In the car was all along helping sis tie her shoelace... wans innovative huh? hahaz... Dad didn't drive at his fastest today because he following grandfather mahx ... and grandfather over shot at one of the junction.. aahhhaha...Afternoon go grandparents house again for lunch then go father's side de where me and sis played basketball... mini kind de... then go home until night time then go aunt's house~! Lotsa fries, nuggets and muscles! Yummy food! and eating non-stop... hee....Reach home jiu sleep le.. tired lars...but was woken up by a sms and went to play ! Ha! Oh yar~ got an extra ang bao tis year again.. wakakaka.. every year oso like that sia... not intentional one lors... oh... onli at night den ban nian with parents.. lols... some ppl say slp more impt lars... no choice~
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 4:40 AM
Sunday, February 18, 2007
MondayChinese New Year eve day... had slpt unknowingly the previous day at 1plus while thinking about some things for the forum I just created. For the entire day I was on my com. Setting up the forum website and also playing. Only until night time when we had to go for reunion dinner at the restaurant at the clubhouse in front of Bukit Batok Interchange there. As we reached early with nothing much to do, Sis had us all took some pictures.. mayb not all but the few closer cousins. Food starting was okay but somehow the waiting time for the next dish and the quality of it got worst. The CNY songs they displayed around the area always hang and they didn't on it loud enough to be heard...So hungry after the dinner lars... Hope we won't go there again ...Went home for a while before we headed to esplanade area there to watch fireworks. Whats attractive about this time's firework was only the time when it shoots up in the sky. The rest was still ok only... Guess was not planned properly because some of the times the smoke was actually covering the firework. Oh by the way there was not much people this time round lars... Maybe because there is no more shops there anymore.Hmmm...some frequent small accidents... My head got hit when my dad tried to close the door at the back of the car. New guitar string broke because someone tried tuning it the previous day.hmmm...guess thats all...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 1:08 AM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
TimeTrial200650m
Freestyle-30.43Butterfly-35.00BreastStroke-42.49100m
Butterfly-1.33.57Freestyle-1.14.++200750m
Freestyle-30.05Butterfly-32.72BreastStroke-39.00BackStroke-36.73100m
Freestyle-1.09.33Butterfly-1.24.05BreastStroke-1.31.18BackStroke-1.23.51200m
Individual Medley-3.07.07Freestyle-2.58.86BreastStroke-3.36.40Improvement! All my timings for 50m is now below 40s and my next target will be below 35s! Its gonna be real tough esp for breaststroke...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:00 AM
Friday, February 16, 2007
Last paper for today. Had stayed up whole night to study for it but the paper had to give questions on those that I didn't touch on. Oh well~Had KFC for lunch. Played a while then went swimming training. Wei Pei didn't go although he said he will be going=.= I guess due to sleepless nights, I cannot find the energy to swim. Luckily after the 6th set of 200m IM, it started to pour thus we had to do land training. First time doing land training and was actually quite fun.Walked home in the heavy rain and tried learning some things. Eugene came my house and watch some horny shows because he wants to slack and sleep??? Hahaz... in any case the show to me really got boring. Almost slept halfway...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:01 PM
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Will be another short post. Didn't really get prepared for paper and set for it. Knew how to do but didn't manage to balance them and no time to finish at all. Already 30marks gone for sure... oh well~Home rest a while till after lunch then slowly sink into study mood again. Rest and study and rest and study. Starting to find that it is not that difficult afterall but the problem is I am not having enough time to absorb everything~! If only I had persevered to be always attentive for every lecture. At least I am doing better than last semester in the sense that I taking more seriously by a little bit. Next semester no matter what, fail or pass shall do summary notes after every tutorial!
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:22 PM
WednesdayDon't have much time to note down everything. Anyway morning was woken up very suddenly by something which I do not know why and the first thing I did today was to actually look at my handphone. In any case, was really glad when I saw it.Went for swimming training and warm up was 150m of each stroke times 2. Then its kicking and pulling, almost died at fly. Then weipei wanted to do some sprintings so we did some all the way until 11.30am! Was pretty crazy, swimming training from 8.30am to 11.30am. 3 hours non-stop!Reach home did a bit of work then go je library meet syamil to study. Realised alot things stil do not know and there is limited time left. Had my dinner on the way home and I decided to rest first before I start off my work so here I am now going to chiong hopefully all..
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 12:39 AM
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Okay... Did not wake up as early as expected because bed was just too comfortable. ( Slept on upper deck mahx...) No breakfast just brunch of mixed veg rice. Whole day stuck at home. Didn't want to go out for dinner with family because wanted to study.Mum bought Long John's Silver for my dinner and I ate one tub of strawberry cheesecake geláre ice cream. 3 more tubs to go :)But what have I been doing for the entire daY? PLAY! Instead of studying=.= Bad bad bad... Only like did one question for the entire day?? Don't care, tml going out to study...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:24 PM
Monday, February 12, 2007
Hmmmm... Slept like only at 4am in the morning? Woke up quite late... almost 10am...Then help mother to connect her laptop to the internet. Revised what I studied and tidy my super messy room before going for my exam...Which is pretty okay. Almost driven nuts by the huge numbers and decimals. But its over. Won't see it again, fail or pass. Upon reaching home, didn't touch work at all, just watch bump off lover all the way and had dinner and I am so going to sleep early and wake up as early as I can. What time I do not know but I got a feeling it is going to be 1am.So long~ Lights out at 10.45pm.......
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:20 PM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Went for Tao Payoh training today with only Jia Long as Jerome was too tired and Wei Pei still cannot go yet. Auntie Elsie did not come so was coached by someone else and we did pulling, kickin and relay. Too long never use paddle it just keeps dropping out~! Still at disadvantage without flippers for kicking :'( Relay had a mischievous team but nevertheless we won most of the strokes. Had lunch at coffee shop before we take the red line home. Was only 12.30pm when I reached home so I rested a while and watched a VCD. Only until around 5+ or 6 then did I start to do some productive work. Now feeling quite confident for tomorrow's paper... Only to hope I wont go mind blank again.I really am quite short-tempered :S
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:21 PM
No... I shall not dislike anyone. Everyone has their positive side. Its just that I have not found out what. Be neutral. Accept them. Sadly something is happening to me once again. I am feeling very disgusted by the sight of human for the whole Saturday morning till afternoon. Not because of anything they do or wear but it is just that the sight of human and their every movement irked me.Guess I have been thinking too much recently. So much that I may have got out of track and start too many assumptions. Sometimes when you strongly wanted to believe that this event is not happening/not going to happen, it will happen. Definitely most of my assumptions are not true but there is a few where there is a possibility that it might be true. I am afraid to find out if it is true. I was given permission to ask anything direct and to express anything directly but still, I choose not to. The consequences, the lies I may be getting and the more pretendance that I may recieve just send chills down my spine making it hard to breathe.I had always thought that whatever I am thinking is unique and no one will ever thought of it but to realise that everyone is actually the same. Everyone has thought of the same thing before and the only difference is how they treat the matter according to their own priority and beliefs. These results in the different attitude towards the same matter by different people. Keeping in mind that everyone has thought of the same thing before, I tried to understand how and why people's different attitude towards it. The furthest I went was not even 5%. Its not because I am giving it up easily but it is because it is super complicated. There are too many factors to consider. One leading to another and before I can affirm any single one of them, I need to reassure it with some other factors first and it goes on an on until I forget where I started. Tried to pen it down and I didn't have that much time to continue. Everytime I stop and came back to it after a few days, I lost track and had to go through the entire process again. How complicated is human mind no one knows exactly.How simple love can actually get no one knows exactly.What is human trying to pursue with whatever they are doing now, no one knows exactly, they seems to be just trying to find things to get occupied to me.
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 2:18 AM
SaturdayFinally able to connect to the internet to blog. Had macroeconomic exam today. Not sure if can pass because a rough estimation is that I am going to fail. Everything just went blank when I came to the question. Didn't happen when I was glancing through the questions though~! Anyway last minute recalled how to do but handwriting was super untidy and didn't manage to finish everything also. Oh well~ With some time to spare after exam, had a quick lunch at KFC with few of my classmates. Just do not like the KFC there, there is always a certain kind of atmosphere that makes me feel like puking. Super uncomfortable. Nevertheless I still managed to finished my lunch. Somehow recently I have grown to like cheese fries or rather anything that has cheese. Don't know why or what triggered the liking for cheese nowadays. Used to hate cheese alot...Left them early for my guitar lesson and I reached just on the dot. Was told that I had improved alot and I was like really??! Because the fact is that I didn't practice at all and I am improving alot...its like wow, what happens if I practice full time? hahaz...Anyway lesson ended and got home to slack for a while before going to life-saving class. Reached on time and Jasmine was on fire. Can't blame her anyway because we as students are not really doing our part. We are rather pretty much taking advantage of the situation. Water works somehow was very easy today. Theory just doing papers and lot of guessing and trial and error involved.Went for dinner at nearby McDonald with Jasmine, Richard, Eugene, Condrey and Wei Xing. Condrey looks different wearing shorts~! And today communication with him aren't weird... it felt okay. Somehow I think I understand him a bit better. Maybe I am wrong but as for now I feel that he cannot stand doing nothing and just sit around with friends to chit chat. He is always in search for something to do instead of just looking at you face to face to talk. Doubt he will just spend time talking with anyone, unless maybe except for his true love, unless he finds it necessary to.Bet all of us can feel it. Our usual Saturday dinner was just relaxing away eating and chating and next is taking our time to go home. With him today, it was like we were chased to finish our food as soon as possible so that we can go somewhere to do something. But nevermind, cannot blame him for not wanting to waste time doing 'nothing' because everyone has their own point of view of how time should be used.Had wanted to study at Mac at first but because my friend is only coming down at 11pm, I decided to go home instead. Going to start my business statistic soon.
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 1:54 AM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
One Male.
One Female.
Dislike both of you.Espeically the female now.
making me now worried and hate but why.I can't believe I am lying to the male and avoiding.Maybe just never can communicate with him.Find him an irritation actually.Disappointment.
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 3:28 AM
Random ThoughtsSome things that I wrote when I just got carried off...-Love complicated YET simple-*Too much of ANYthing for human will turn out disastrous*Its just roughly what I had been writing about for friday. Now looking at it again, it is very incomplete and complicated and some off topic but in any case I had only written one full page on both of these. Want to know what I wrote? Ask from me lor... If I happy then let you see if not then too bad :P
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 1:27 AM
FridayThis is a really late post and should not really have been but I just got home like 1+am when I am having my MACRO exam later at 9am? In any case lets start from morning first :)Nothing much actually. Studied macroeconomics for the whole of today and also in betweens watching bump off lover recommended by xiaoqian~! Very nice show I would say, almost got addicted to it at www.crunchyroll.com watching that show. Its a chinese drama show anyway. Alot of flashbacks like many other shows but it just brings me to a whole new level of understanding human behaviour. To tell you the truth I was beginning to perspire at the end of one episode. Alot of thinking process going through my mind~! Anyway been thinking lotsa deep stuff recently also...Had egg and bread for brunch. Rice for tea. Dinner took an hour plus... was enjoying my dinner to the max :P After dinner at about 8pm went to mac to seriously only study for MACRO! then eugene arrives. we studied till like...yar..1am lors..hahaz...Its been a long time since I last cook. I wonder how many dishes left can I still cook...hmmm...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 1:13 AM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Supposedly woke up very early but was lazy to get up until I received a SMS from Wei Pei that he decided not to go swim. Since its morning training and if he is not going then I will not have anyone to train with therefore join Daniel, Justin and Olivia at Jurong Swimming pool instead. As I have reached too early, I just swam a few laps myself for an hour. Did some of my drills and got pretty tired. About 9+ decided to wait for them instead and just nice saw them at etrance when I reached. Lazy pool, wave, Jacuzzi and slides... water fights, walking against current, and me having normal knocks here and there ..hahaz...lucky no injuries inflicted this time round. Had my lunch of KFC on the way to bus-stop.Reached home and did my work repeating one song over and over again for at least an hour I think. Night arrives and today is another Tae-Kwon-Do day. Coach came real late like 7.50pm and we have total no mood to go down. But we had no choice? Mum said go down if he comes=.=Went down and had to run 10 rounds so did a slow one and had an estimated count of the laps. One lap is only one round around the badminton court anyway... Class was boring but at least better than doing things that we already forgotten. He kinda ignored my sister and me until i started to ask him one question where his mood suddenly just turn for the better=.=''' Lesson ended early. Went home early.Tiring day.
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 7:53 PM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
TuesdayStayed at home for the entire day doing my work. Aunt and my mother's friend came to wrap hamper with my mother.1.30pm went to school atirum just to sign something for my swimming things and Tin was late~! For like 30mins? Lucky was my father who fetch me to school if not mum sure not happy.Evening went to IMM Ichiban for dinner. They talked about some family/relatives political stuffs. Some ghost stories that you had no choice but to only believe it. After which we went for a little shopping before going home. Somehow internet connection is super unstable and I gave up eventually sleeping early.If only I am able to multi-task as good as my mother or even half, I will be very happy. She really is terrifying if you get to know how good she is at it.WednesdayEarly morning went for training with Wei Pei. Training was super tiring and our muscles were very stiff after only a few laps~! Yet coach said that we are already having simplified training and supposedly easy =.='''Anyway rushed to meet my fellow ice-skating mates at Jurong East Library for studying session. Internet connection was lousy so Justin did not manage to do his work and he started playing games. Stephanie join us much later :) Nelson ended school like 7.30pm and thus did not come eventually.Had dinner at KFC. Walked emo-ly home enjoying the ground and stars. The night sky was filled with stars :)Had brain dead at 6+pm and started doing random stuff. Deep thoughts aren't good. They drain your energy and makes you think too much. First reply post which was very much praised but a few of you guys was thoroughly thought but the next which I did it in the library was not. It was more general and not answering her question directly. I can see that it isn't really answering anything but in any case I hope it will trigger off some things in her mind...now to wait for any later posts, for responses.
It just weird. The rapid change in her way of communicating. I cannot really adapt. You guys were shocked too weren't you all? Many times I can tell from her eyes that I am supposed to say or do something but I can't find the right way to do it or rather I start to ask why should I do so? In the end? I chose to ignore. Is a bad choice I know but I am trying to change. Change my lifestyle. Strengthen my weakness. A weakness that makes me lose my principles, stands, beliefs and control.In search of someone who will be able to understand every single word in this website which is impossible~~~
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:29 PM
Monday, February 05, 2007
Woke up and rushed some work however I did not rush all the way. Still had breaks and fun in betweens. Reached school quite early because my mother had heard the wrong time and in order not to affect her planned time, I decided to go to school earlier.(i wonder when can i start to go to school like how i used to back in secondary school...its all because of you but i am not blaming you...i brought this upon myself...)Had our exam at block 46 and we were using such big LCD screens computer! Pretty easy to cheat especially when we are just sitting next to each other? Even though the paper given out was different and the files we had to open are different, I think that they just changed the order of the paper only. Reason being the error we all had to change on the paper.Think I did still ok ok for my exam. Went Beauty World for tea... Missed bus 184 because Zhi Kai did not know that it will reach there. Before eating at Macdonald, went bata because Hui Ling supposedly wanted to take something there???Zhi Kai left early because he was running late. Xiao Jun wanted to decide whether to take a direct bus after asking the driver but the driver had decided to 'abduct' her. He close the door and drove off before she finished asking~! So she in the end alighted at some area where there is no bus to westmall and since my dad fetching me, asked him to go fetch her to westmall. If only she had stopped at the next stop then there would be 176 available but lucky her my father decided to go straight instead of turning left and to send her to interchange instead of walking there herself from somewhere near Hui Ling's house.Had a haircut and while waiting, I played some boring games since there is no internet connection and I did not bring any thing to study for. Missed my swimming training but nevermind... Think I should also rest more with my current amount of injuries.Get to go home first after my haircut while the rest of my family members have theirs and I am so not touching any academic things today. Not until tomorrow. Realised that my mother's friend had wanted me to wash away my gel before giving me a haircut but she did not ask me to because she remember me not using gel. So imagine how great an actor my hair is~!? It can even fool the barber that it has been dyed and gel before~!Watched some show on Channel U havin a discussion on whether teenagers are really busy nowadays. Guess it just varies for each individuals but one thing they said that I find really applied to almost everyone is that in Singapore being busy is something that seems really big and normally we will use it as an excuse to avoid more busy things. It is just what you wanted to be busy with. Busy for a purpose. Don't busy your way through..have a break... Whats more important is the process. Wonderful results is meaningless without a process.Feel like typing out an essay but nevermind...This post already seemed pretty long and no short forms in sight :)
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:08 PM
Sunday, February 04, 2007
Went for timetrial today and the weather was very windy and cold. Muscles stiff... Reaction slow... Did ok with my timings... we played a while after our timetrials which resulted in several injuries. Weipei got pushed into the pool at least 7times...the rest only a few..i didn't get pushed and when they all decided to gang up on me, they landed me on the edge of the pool because the people holding me were pushed=.= So~ elbow bleed and whole of my right back is red. Jialong got injuries from weipei oso whose fingernail was a bit long...Had KFC with weipei, jialong, jerome, zhang jia, brendan before we take mrt home. Everyone was exceptionally tired today. Bought meal for my cousin and i rested for a while before doing my work.. Had dinner outside at coffee shop and home to do work again. So now i am full of injuries...lets see.... -Right ring finger stil cannot be straighten-right elbow bleed and a bit sprain-left hip injured-left knee bruise-right inner hamstring painOh well~~
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:01 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Bad Day.Only managed to fall asleep at about 6+ AM and was woken up by alarm as i had intended to go Basketball with sister and Olivia. Instead I had turned it off and went back to sleep and only to wake up at 8am and realised I am super late.Sneak out of house to go and make sure she has not waited for vain despite having the blurred vision. Luckily she could not wake up too and so none of us went down. Phew. Headed home and saw a black cat at my house downstair. It ran up the stairs after staring at me for a few seconds. Then I went up and saw it waiting at the second level. It went up again when i approach. Thinking it might happen the same again as i reach my house level, i didn't bother much until i suddenly heard a "THUD!" sound and the next thing I saw is the cat rushing back to the stairs from the direction of my house. The startled black cat fell as it made a turn to the stairs as i was shock by it too by the sudden fast approach. It made a sharp turn where i could hear her claws screeching against the ground and gone up the stairs. For me, I stepped on my left big toe -.-Saw mum at the entrance and she said the cat has almost went into the house. So she made the thud sound and she didn't notice i was not home.. hahaz...Just weird...seems like the cat leading me home from the staircase like that..Anyway got prepared to go for lesson at 9am and returning home at 10am. Wanted to study but cannot really do so because laptop seems to have some problems and by the time i am done it is already quite late...Cooked bread with egg for lunch and seems like i've lost most of my cooking skills...seems ages since i cooked but of cos still edible...just not up to standard anymore...Went JJC at a very late minute basis because eugene called me to go as he has free coupons and i didn't have much time left for studies. Took 157 but to only alighted like about 3 stops earlier i think. Pretty well organised fiesta and indeed there is alot of people and lively too! You guys must have felt real great with the responses! Congrats!Met many people there of course and just when i am thinking where is Hafizah... she appeared right in front of me! Next is Kang Sheng, happened to saw him on the 2nd lvl room and seein him busy did not call him ... somehow felt later we will meet again and indeed just before i left ... Met him! Okie... weird... Think of seeing who den will see who... Same thing almost happened to Eugene too... Anyway we spend the coupons on a ball game, dart throwing, a can of drink, 2 marshmallow, 2 fried ice-cream.Went home taking bus 174 with Eugene. Hand almost got stuck in the handle before alighting. Reached home and just nice for life-saving lesson. Upon starting lesson, I had some insect bites all over my limbs...and i was the only one=.= Lesson was ok except that chin tow was tough and theory very rusty already. Went to bath and don't know why I fell in the toilet=.= Its like very impossible? Was wearing my slippers, standing still and just getting my clothing?? Argh...nvm...so fell for nothing and injured my hips and hand all on left side.Rushed home because thought sister did not have key but somehow she managed to get in... dinner did not have much food that i liked and i went to join Jasmine, Eugene(Jasmine's bro) and shen yong at KFC. Eugene does not seem to be having much luck, spilled half his cheese and got some bad fries. After which walk around abit before going home.Now i getting very cautious of what i doing and going. oh well~ Hope i get good slp tonight...tml timetrial but i still haven completed my studies~! Tired...Accumulating Injuries..
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 9:38 PM
Feeling so weak. Should not have talked about it this morning. I am now having flashbacks of it. Things I have tried to overcome are all coming back at me now. I cant get to bed. I cant sleep. I cant feel at ease. I am feeling too occupied? watched? scareD? whichever it is, it is causing me to feel wide awake. I don't have the time to feel tired. Hope its just for tonight.If you happened to be reading this and you do know what I am talking about... don't worry its not your fault. Don't be afraid of mentioning such things to me, pretend as if you have not seen this post and I will gladly thank you for that.
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 2:24 AM
Friday, February 02, 2007
Reached same time as Olivia today for morning jog and as usual some stretching and a little exercises plus slacking before going home. Went to school at 11am and it seems like there is no lesson so went to collect my T-shirt before spending my time at the underpass until 1pm then go home to rest. Went for training at 4pm and there we go again with all four strokes. Muscles got stiff and w did quite a lot of kicking towards the end of the training. Had cramps twice during the kicking and our pulling has deproved..went home shortly and for the whole day lunch and dinner are cheese hotdog bread... finished a tub of ice-cream at night while watching the documentaries on grizzly bear and some timothy guy~ thats all..nothing much~
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:06 PM
ThursdayWoke up quite early in the morning feeling quite reluctant to go jogging with Olivia and Daniel because i felt the pain i incurred from yesterday's ice-skating. In any case, I still went eventually and walked for about one round to get my legs use to it. Just nice when they reached, i got used to it so still can jog with them but to only find out Daniel cannot run. Oh well... After running we slacked there for a while and talk before i return home to change. Mum drove both Daniel and me to school.
Met Justin halfway while we are supposedly studying. Daniel went for lesson and Justin played Sims 2. Showing all the interesting stuffs. Waited for Daniel to return from his work before we go canteen one for lunch and to clubhouse to slack till the AGM meeting for in-line at 6pm.President - JiayiVice-President - Danielthen the leaders and treasurer/first aider.As the shirts were delayed, we had nothing to do until 8pm so we went to play ball games. Played basketball which i have not touched for years instead of soccer because i find basketball more fun...didn't really like soccer... So i was playing wit weiqiang, shuan i tink and some other people lars..dno their names :P Daniel they all play soccer at the other court. It was 8.10pm and still no shirts in sight, since my dad has been waiting for quite sometime i decided to leave. Rushed and was perspiring alot. Cant remember the last time i perspired so much~ when i am so soaked in perspiration as if i had just bathed without drying myself. So~ in the end rushed home for nothing~! Coach for TaeKwonDo not even there=.= Mum told me to pOn it~! Its like woah~~! She asking us to pOn a lesson~! so...rushed for nothing..oh well...ernest and aaron came my house to play for a while before they go home. After they left, i slpt....Think i will always record my everyday events... most of the time it will be dry but i am just bloggin as detailed as possible for myself in future :) So don't mind the dryness for those who read every single post...if there is...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 12:01 PM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
WednesdaySlept at 4am and woke at 7am. Kinda lack of sleep? Oh well.. went for my swimming training at 8.15am and training was on all our 4 strokes. Tiring of course and all our timings are off except for the first few. Warm down also do 2 laps only=.= Went home to bath because it is so windy and freezing out there. Weipei bathed at my house too then both of us had our lunch at the nearby coffee shop.After which went ice-skating with my new skates~! Wearing it is just like wearing my shoes.. so comfy... spent whole day there with daniel, olivia, xjj and huiling. Daniel recently into naruto an d we were playing 'shuriken' or rather throwing of ice and racing around XD Weird responses from condrey but oh well.. nvm.. get to know someone new...clarice i tink and cherie...not sure if i spelt it correctly but anyway pronounced around that way...Was fun in new skates but i had to forget to bring my gloves~! keep getting driven out of the rink by them..oh well..ty xjj for buying...Dinner at KFC and they left early to somewhere else while i eat with my sec fren...before we start studying. I was so bored that i almost fell asleep~! Rested most of the time instead of studying. But i became wide awake when he seek help from me for his integration~! Although i never learn it before but my rule for math still stay~ Goin back to basics when you are stuck~! Wahaha... Ok i am still obsessed with mathematics... but definitely not probability..others still ok :)Left at 10pm and i walked home enjoying the windy cool night while listening to music... Reached home and slpt early. One of the best ice-skating time for today :)
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:35 AM