About me
Lee Jin Sheng,Wilson
19th May 1989
Yuhua Primary School Commonwealth Secondary School Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Favourite
Swimming
Ice-skating
Purple
Any place where there is a friend
Dislikes
~rEaLiTy~
People wif SuPeRb attitude
Sotong
the feeling of being left out
Wish List
Jigsaw Puzzles
Peace
Hitting below 30secs for all my swimming strokes
Monday, November 12, 2007
No need to meet teacher again. Its a rainy Morning... theres 2x exp for 2moon at 10am but I had to be in school. Nope.. no classes.. just to meet my group to have our project settled. THough it took 2hrs + at least we had our work done. Fun doing work with them.. really.Finished project HL, xiaojiejie and me stayed on to do tutorial... hmm... no mood to do tutorial? getting absorbed with the emo songs i playing from my lappy? hmmm...yongguang didnt realli have anything to do so just there using my lappy. stayed till next grp of ppl who booked the room came. We wondered around... took about 15mins juz to reach outside lib as we were unable to decide where to go. In the end, we went sanctuary playing pool~Took bus there~ was prompted with questions I didn't really dare gave an answer myself during the journey. Yea...perhaps.. i still think about her~ quite frequent nowadays.. maybe because of the reactions i see when i saw her.. its kinda painful..xiaojiejie ars.. dno distracted with wad.. when alighting was totally knocked back by another guy n went falling backwards.. saved her from the fall~ lucky she ok...at pool table there~ yea.. we were pretty bad.. totally bullying yg~ 1st rd xiaojiejie and me kinda totally fool the shiat outta him and 2nd rd got him stunned. Whats on my mind was actually since he says he seldom win so let him win lors.. perhaps should have juz acted throughout...it would have been better .. oh well~ 4th round me and yg played 9balls...i won...nt because i'm good but because i'm lucky i guess..shot a ball outta table accidentally and hit his lips yet he says he is ok :S had badly bullied him :S hope he is alright. anyway he has been nice helping to b HL's extended arms etc...He left after the game and left the 3 of us having our lunch. Not feeling full, we continued to have some nuggets at McDonald..tts where is became real obvious... the disturbing silence and tears seen in the eyes and to say "lets go" to break the silence and change topic hoping no one will probe about it... respected tt and went along with it with no further questions asked..walked our way back to school and its outside the lib where we depart... wanted say smth comforting but didnt noe wad to... tempted to ask but nt sure if i should therefore i didnt...watching her slowly walking away and disappearing down the stairs into the crowd, i rushed to canteen 2 to meet mei~ slpy was wad i felt and juz cannot concentrate on anything much and just chat with her and all~ farnie gal as always and of cos blur too! hahas ~ by 5.30 she went for her cca and i went for mine.Swimming came a new guy named glenn from BFS. Olivia knows her too~ well... training tough? perhaps today for me. I just cannot sustain for long. Getting almost all cramps at places like fingers, toes, soles etc... seriously each time i swam there I always had the feeling to break down. So weak i have become recently yet i hear ppl saying that i've grown taller, muscular, darker and lost weight. The feeling of unable to keep up with training...just kinda unbearable. slippers spoiling and slowly walked home. 1st time took 985 home and it onli stops outside westmall~ so now theres actually 7 buses to my journey home from the shell station. hmm...i dead beat and i slpt..onli had dinner at like late night.. i took super long to finish my dinner too... no appetite..its onli then did I prompt the question because i feel that at least in this way she has the time to think and react~ direct qns it may be but at least theres a chance to compose urself and find the appropriate way to reply at your own pace. No pressure no nothing juz to let you noe i've noticed and do care...skating. So near yet so far...unable to feel it the way i had for swimming..i've tried but it juz don seem to work... partly due to the people..maybe i am paranoid maybe I had think too much but somehow its juz there. and somehow its seldom wrong with so many facts just there. its jus.. its jus so not there...its juz not. yea..refering to both..inline and ice.
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:22 PM
