Thursday
Went for swimming training finally after so long and was suffering quite a bit because we are all doing breast stroke for the entire training. After that rush to westmall there to meet olivia but i met her on bus 941 instead. Had breakfast at canteen 1 before going to our each individual grps. Went sports gallery to look for Edmund but he is out for lunch and went back to painting before going all the way to gallery again to look for him. It was raining and i had to take the sheltered route lars~! Anyway found him and was asked to see president and told him and rejected to go training with them and went back again. Did some white thingy for the cloud, then paint and already 4.30 so decided to go home. Took 184 cos didn't want to wait for 61 but when i alighted, 61 was just behind =.= Reached home and not long later go for NCAP where i was earliest followed by Melissa which is very surprising! Stewart 1st time later than rest of us, 1st time eat nv drink coffee... just lots of 1st time. Apparantly melissa didn't realise a girl sat beside me until after the break. What i do not like is the smell of the make up lars! Cant stand it sia! towards end of lesson make up smell was gone but there is the smell of sports women who just finished training kinda of smell. Can't say its smelly nor can i say it is nice but it just reminds me of the times when i used to run cross country and was perspiring all over,exhausted and clothing soaked with sweat. Dad fetch me home and upon reaching home, slpt unconciously although supposed to finish proposal. On and off throughout the night.

Friday
3 of us met early to 'complete' our proposals. thought i was late but in the end i was the earliest. Halfway i did say why do i have to tell her everything, wasn't trying to imply anything... was just afraid of... hmm.. nvm.. refer to the bottom later and try to understand... so by afternoon, it was raining heavily. olivia had dan's jacket to keep her a little dry while the rest of us just dash across the road. Had lunch at KFC where we try to find the muscles bundles. Human inventions from human bodies. Arm wrestlin! forgot abt it after we finished eating. Theodore joined us halfway while on the way up to skating so we talked about lots of things. Finance budgets, skating and everything! Oh... biting the bone and cracking it. Dan was expecting the cracking sound of the bones but it didnt happen .. hahaz..

Went up and skated. Jonnansical BOO's and jefF's birthday and so we sang~ Something that surprise me totally was before that what oli and dan said~ Once again i am lost for words, tots and all. Still rmb the 1st time was hafizah and now them. THough its the 2nd time and constantly i am thinking do smth, say smth! but nth of such came~ the feeling creeps in and out in a flash... no time for me to express anything so was stunned. anyway saw Peanut again!!! hmmm...she doesnt skate and she has been spotted at the rink quite frequently ars...

Smth that made all upset was when the announcement came saying that the rink will be closed at 6.30 and those who just came in tried to get refund but failed to because they say that they shld have seen the notice. Oh well.. so everything was brought forward. Hai... yea~ condrey cant teach them tgt with me lar.. me so different lvl from them hard to teach 3 yea? Oh well, guess i have to catch up with them before being able to join them ... maybe i shld just learn both side instead of trying to find one side that i wan... absolute no control :S

Night, went dinner at sakae at city hall. Didn't know why i had agreed to go so far to just eat sakae though. Con, dan and me all the way to city hall to meet debbie to eat sakae! oh well~ shld have just eat at JE lor! nvm... so we eat the buffet and seems like dan's 1st time eating at the conveyer belt area and all of us are enjoying him eat his food. Natalie stry was told despite con sayin that he do not wan to know. We cleared more than 40 plates mainly contributed by dan and me. Somehow te service was really bad and debbie kept complaining which very much tempted con to get pissed. Con getting pissed with service = shouting away at the manager. In the end he managed to just endure everything and enjoy the dinner. Or rather 'enjoy'... his last piece of food which is a fried tofu. Had everything into his mouth and to only realised it to be real hot. Can't believe he had just told Dan not to do that previously. And with him strugglin with the tofu in his mouth, we made him laugh which caused him to gag? choke? and his face turned red rushing off to the toilet. Con papa~ awwww... left and con and debbie went their way while dan and me went to find 174 bus. We walked all the way to clarke quey and thought we had saw 174 opp we crossed to the bus-stop and to realise there wasn't any. So we continued walking back in a different direction and we found 174! BUT in a different direction=.= Dan go toilet break before we try our last direction from the starting point. Halfway, we saw the bus and saw it stopping at the bus-stop in front. We got suspicious of why con had not told us abt the bus-stop tt was so near but when we reached the bus-stop, once again we didnt see the bus number~ freaked out, we decided to give one last try in the direction that we are supposed to go. Found it~ board the bus~ We didn't see things :) sitting at the back seat at the 2nd lvl... we were listening to music, sometimes singing along, sometimes just enjoying it.. some were quite emo esp those chosen by me... dno.. i juz always listen to them everyday~
Even thought i have reach my house, I had chose to stay downstair a little while more. Listening to music and later decided to try going maple since vaphie is in there and played a little while before going home to continue. Slpt after which.

Saturday
Which is also today~ Morning go for lesson and though i woke up early to call them, i myself woke up quite late... has been tired... was on time anyway... Rushed to rink after lesson and somehow the nationals aren't that 'happening' as skate asia. Runners did almost nothing partly also because the printer is superslow! Printing 1/5 of the page takes 3mins and the worst thing is that it is black in colour only with no images! lunch of mixed veg rice. then had brownies, choco muffins, cheese biscuits and other delicacy..was so bored i played the game M , R , T , M , T, M , T, M, T, M, T, M, T, M, T, M, T....Surprisingly i saw Mr Quek! Now that i've told him i may take part in inter-sch and since i am writing it in my blog, i tink i need to be really super serious about training it and performing it nicely. Oh great~ My heels aren't healing yet!
When everyting ended, steph left along with me.tot she was talkin to fren so i quiken my pace but she later caught up so my route changed to walking to MRt there... Parting at the MRT station. Yea 1hr.. i noe theres time but .. haiz...i just can't believe i gave a bad example that had indirectly say her~ instead of walking towards the bus-stop to take bus or take mrt home because it is going to rain, i decided to run home. Yea... in the rain. During the run i realised how weak my legs has became. It can no longer go fast nor sustain at all. giving way so easily and all the way home the things i've been holding have fell at least 5times. Of course i am totally drenched when i reached home. packed my stuff and went to the pool for life-saving. somehow managed to not enter the pool so we just did theory. Debbie was at the pool, maybe going out with con later ~ hmmm ... thank you jasmine for addressing my wound although when sterilization was taking place, it hurts and stings but somehow, i felt numb. i can't believe i said to her that it is not pain at all and the expressionless face i had. Numb. Was what i felt. Went home for dinner.

Dynamic changes. Its happening to me. The way i see things and the way i do tings have seemed to changed again and i am disliking it. Been seeing myself beginning to offend people with my words and the evil tots that are surfacing in my mind. Opportunities... alot that i can see recently but i am just missing them one by one and even when it is right open in my face i am still not grasping it. Should have apporached and asked why she came to the rink and talked instead of just waving hi. Shld have asked why he came to rink. Shld have reacted faster. Shld have say to her that..shld have..shld have..shld have....i just seem to be doing the exact opposite - destroying the chances ... one thing that has never change though... i am still unable to tell something completely to one person. All pieces of my information are distributed among the people around me. More info with those spending more time with me but still not all the info. with this, i tink instead of me trusting ppl completely i tink that i totally don trust anyone. reason for not trusting is because they are not reality stuff that is why i trust ppl completely but somehow the cycle caused me to eventually don trust anyone... dno..complicated...
bascially i tink i have been doing the wrong things at the wrong time, wrong tings at the right time..wrong things all the time...if anyone of u happen to b comparing things u know abt me and it doesnt match, jus clarify with me~

Songs


Athletics
Sports Class
Cheryl
Haikal
Hamidah
Hashimah
Jasmine Ang
Jasmine Tan
Kang Sheng
Kuan Hui
Lay San
Meng Qi
Nicole
Sok Leng
Syamil
Thomas
Tse Ruey
Tuck Wen
Ying Cheng
Yao Cong
Yi Ting
YiQi


Min Jun
Yan Ling



TA 07
Edwin
Hui Ling
Josephine
Min Jia
Sherman
Shu Shan
Xiao Jun

Glorious Renaissance
Jia Yin
Joyce
Rong Yao
Shermain
Siu Qing
Zhen Jun

Adeline
Shi Hua

Amanda
Andy
Daniel
Natalie
Tin


Inline Skating
Adeline
ilena
Jennifer
Lu Yee
Patrick
Rudy
Xander

Xing Ying
Yong Qing



Ashley
Cassandra
Cherie
Cassandra+Cherie
Cherlyn
Jia Long
Sarangbi





Stephanie
Benedict
Cally
Condrey
Jeff
Olivia
Theodore
Xiao Feng

Alexandria
Serena




Pei Ling
~Joyce~
Sophia
~XiaoMei~
~~XiaoMei~~
Taxation