Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Not a very good day. For the entire night, I did not sleep well at all, turning around in my bed not entering any deep sleeps at all. Finally gave up trying to sleep when the sun rose and get prepared to go to school.
On the way to school, was really pissed. Felt like shouting out, why bother sending me to school, just let me go myself lars ! Something she said just make me wanted to shout it more but i managed to endure throughout the journey although every word she says is making me more agitated.
As usual, when alighting, without turning my head or a word of goodbye, slammed the door quite hard but not very hard. approaching the class where we did out IDs...
Didn't rmb their names well but there were jennifer, xiu xiu, weixiang?, kevin?, k...cant make out the rest... so none of u gonna turn up ehz? wad loads of crap when u said ok to be frens after it ended... guess i am not regretting it anymore wif my decisions... Had McDonald for lunch and they gave wrong things for our drinks and called back but they only gave us the missing medium sprite... oh well.. Kinda sux...
We did 100 arm band and necklaces... not a lot for the day i guess... anyway while we were discussing somethings, I thought i felt my fren keep kicking my chair but when i turn to look, nothing was even touching my chair but the feeling was still there so i didn't care about it. After a few mins later, someone came into the class saying that we are supposed to have evacuated from the building because there were tremors.... so we evacuated and shortly after we reached downstair, we could go back already =.= so wad i felt was the tremors.....hmmm...
there was a second tremor but i didnt feel it this time...and i left the place at 5.15pm..
Reached home and after a short rest, headed out for my NCAP theory course. and thats when the prob comes again. Why must you dad wan mum to go when u drive me to anywherE ?!?!?!? and why mum do u still wan to go when u compain that you don wan to and still got many other things to do? FOR your sake, my sake, heaven's sake or whos3va! just don go and let me go myself lars!!!!!!! why have to change your plans to go shopping or just wander around aimlessly there to wait for my lesson to finish?
so lesson was quite ok lars... a few things already noe and just a few more detailed information. steward and melissa are the only people i know. crappy drawings on the notes during the talk...break time was beehoon and chicken wings... lesson ended abruptly because he cannot finish on time. Details all missed =.=
So someone managed to say it outloud to me finally... or maybe they just have different thinking from the others... when she said it, i felt like saying 'f' back but i just smiled back and wave goodbye..... board the car and she asked they not hitching a ride? i explained and she says if u like it... i wanted to say wad i like it.. its them lor but her HP has to ring and nothing else i can say...
she knows it yet she avoids it like she doesnt noe... Not that i like to be fetched where ever i go but she insist... maybe to show that she cares for her son bla bla bla... but wads her true motive ?to know where i go and who i met lors...in other words? spy on me... damn it... all 'ur' fault for landing me in this trouble... I doubt that 'you' even know that I am talking about 'you'.
the hypocrites look i just can't stand it! I wonder.... i really wonder.... when...when...when can i just go myself... why so superstitous... why so many ulterior motives even towards ur own family members...
there more to say but i dno how to say it, i don wan to say it, i don wish to say it and i cant say it. These are juz some vague problems meaning they aren't in details yet... freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak freak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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