About me
Lee Jin Sheng,Wilson
19th May 1989
Yuhua Primary School Commonwealth Secondary School Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Favourite
Swimming
Ice-skating
Purple
Any place where there is a friend
Dislikes
~rEaLiTy~
People wif SuPeRb attitude
Sotong
the feeling of being left out
Wish List
Jigsaw Puzzles
Peace
Hitting below 30secs for all my swimming strokes
Sunday, February 11, 2007
No... I shall not dislike anyone. Everyone has their positive side. Its just that I have not found out what. Be neutral. Accept them. Sadly something is happening to me once again. I am feeling very disgusted by the sight of human for the whole Saturday morning till afternoon. Not because of anything they do or wear but it is just that the sight of human and their every movement irked me.Guess I have been thinking too much recently. So much that I may have got out of track and start too many assumptions. Sometimes when you strongly wanted to believe that this event is not happening/not going to happen, it will happen. Definitely most of my assumptions are not true but there is a few where there is a possibility that it might be true. I am afraid to find out if it is true. I was given permission to ask anything direct and to express anything directly but still, I choose not to. The consequences, the lies I may be getting and the more pretendance that I may recieve just send chills down my spine making it hard to breathe.I had always thought that whatever I am thinking is unique and no one will ever thought of it but to realise that everyone is actually the same. Everyone has thought of the same thing before and the only difference is how they treat the matter according to their own priority and beliefs. These results in the different attitude towards the same matter by different people. Keeping in mind that everyone has thought of the same thing before, I tried to understand how and why people's different attitude towards it. The furthest I went was not even 5%. Its not because I am giving it up easily but it is because it is super complicated. There are too many factors to consider. One leading to another and before I can affirm any single one of them, I need to reassure it with some other factors first and it goes on an on until I forget where I started. Tried to pen it down and I didn't have that much time to continue. Everytime I stop and came back to it after a few days, I lost track and had to go through the entire process again. How complicated is human mind no one knows exactly.How simple love can actually get no one knows exactly.What is human trying to pursue with whatever they are doing now, no one knows exactly, they seems to be just trying to find things to get occupied to me.
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 2:18 AM
