About me
Lee Jin Sheng,Wilson
19th May 1989
Yuhua Primary School Commonwealth Secondary School Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Favourite
Swimming
Ice-skating
Purple
Any place where there is a friend
Dislikes
~rEaLiTy~
People wif SuPeRb attitude
Sotong
the feeling of being left out
Wish List
Jigsaw Puzzles
Peace
Hitting below 30secs for all my swimming strokes
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Sundaywent jec to wait for everyone for at least one hr.. wasnt feelin well already so i slpt or rested for the entire one hr while waitin.. sister, joyce and jasper tagged along cos they have been staying at myhse for two days... dinner at the food court at suntec... appetite wasnt there.. skipped my dinner...reached breakwater v early for fireworks.. crowded.. kept raining on and off... unexpected tings happen for juz tis outing good and bad tings arises...cant tak mrt home cos too crowded.. no choice had to walk all the way to bugis for parent to pick us up n they onli noe of one place to wait for us.. if onli i had said i dno how to walk to bugis... i hate smoke i hate alcohol now~Mondaystill not feeling v well .. still cant take food... skipped my breakfast... lunch out wif relatives no choice but force a bit of food... realli little... almost like one spoonful for each dish... after which to highgate for SSA Queenstown gathering.. quite fun and got to noe a lot more ppl too ... home late slpt late...Tuesdayfeelin beta but still cant tak food... breakfast skipped again..lunch bought macdonald and force the whole meal into my stomach cos i am feelin more energy-less... managed it after a few hours...dinner out to eat and still cant eat much... onli manage to barely force myself to finish it...feeling v vex.. i cant stand it.. have to exercise v vigorously already.. tml is the day.. morning swim till siao ..its happening again.. although the approach is different but its the same concept behind everthing.. i knew it and i don realli like to face it... i never like it... theres always two choices.. i took one the other time and was pretty good at the beginnin... now given another chance do i still tak the same route or try the other? but u cant juz try juz cos u wan to noe wad the result might b like.. tts so evil ... so heartless.. i dno wad to do .. the feeling is comin bak once and over again.. u can easily disappear in anyone's life but its never easy to accept the disappearance.. never... unless u aren't human... i shal nt tink too much ... juz let it flow tis time... let it flow let it go whichever way it wants but will b extracareful tis time round... hope no more 2nd mistakes..
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 10:52 PM
