About me
Lee Jin Sheng,Wilson
19th May 1989
Yuhua Primary School Commonwealth Secondary School Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Favourite
Swimming
Ice-skating
Purple
Any place where there is a friend
Dislikes
~rEaLiTy~
People wif SuPeRb attitude
Sotong
the feeling of being left out
Wish List
Jigsaw Puzzles
Peace
Hitting below 30secs for all my swimming strokes
Saturday, December 30, 2006
Almost a week since i last blogged... many have been bsy and tired so didn't blog much and also because some of the tings i do not noe how to put it down in words...A very brief of the things that had happened to me... I didn't go for any of my swimming trainings and seriously i am feeling weaker without exercising... mapling should be the most things i have been doing because i am starting together with at least 5people... TuesdayProject from morning till the afternoon... Second time ... stubbornly wans to go in the rain ... long walk ... long rest ... u aren't that heavy~ managed to find my way backWednesdayNo ice-skating... slack home all day with computer...Thursdaymorning off to chalet at downtowneast... spent an hour waiting there for fren to come for check in... rainy bbq... fun... half movie marathon cos gave up halfway... card games... tickle and knock off bed session.. they slpt except xiao jun and me talking for the remaining nite time... somehow we fell aslp in the morning ard 7+Fridaywoke up 10+ check out off to jurong to have lunch at sakura wif aunt they all... after which joyce, sis and me to ice-skating wif dan, olivia, rong xing, justin, condrey... left early some have events n me ppl to meet to help out some things... met at mac... left for dinner at coffee shop to JE library for work and den home... third time ... shortest time spend out of the 3 ... found exact correct route back... something went quite wrong for a short moment but not that bad...Saturdayremove stitches... met at westmall to pool... all was quite ok till 6pm when he said it outloud ... jealousy i would say over wad i am not sure ... in taxi conversation got worst... shldn't have talked.. nt at all... complaints or shld i say gossips at bbq... leavin him out v obviously... can see him hestitatin to speak or even get near us when we're both together... he has lotsa things to say but he aren't saying it out.. or at least thats wad i felt... complaints to sister princess complete and phone passed to brother prince and there my phone goes... he had endless chat wif her till i left "D they stayed while i sent her to mrt station... returned home... cousins still home...sunday going for firework... how is it going to b i dno.. now i feel weird wif him esp when alone... it used to feel ok... no its all confusing... all prince-s and princess-es feel the same way...we're stuck but at least we're stuck together "D yea mayb...mayb one day our parents shld juz come together to meet "D one day...trust its becoming such a fragile ting to me now... it used to be firm... now it doesnt seem that way ... all aspects... unexpected events and knowledge ppl get to know without me telling or expected them to noe... u seem to be able to be trusted yet u don from another point of view... the truth is needed yet u arent speaking.. u arent telling.. u keep it to urself .. i no longer feel comfortable to telling anyone everything... i am withdrawing... i am finding a shell to for storage not people.. i am going to seal it up soon... i used not to need it but now i find such a need ... positive words i always used for many of my frens... it also acts as a reminder or me myself... it may seems easy for me but its never easy... mystified wilson which i hear sometimes... i tot i am always sayin wad i'm tinking... mayb i'm not and i didnt realise it... my beliefs... they are diminishing... my principles... they are slowly changing.. i feel myself changing to someone else...i do...
~Virtual Reality LifeStyle~ blogged at 11:24 PM
